Sunday, June 8, 2008
many times, i just wonder how come i can stay awake despite bein super uber tired. yes, here i am on the cyber world.
many thoughts today. many happenings too after the week so far.
- morning, a dragged sat mornin of brandin workshop. cant that f*kin SM sense everyone's detest against all that he's doing? again, i am so dissapointed with this big time loser. his just enjoys his display of distrust in front of the co, and not to mention outsiders.
- DONT ask for suggestions and ideas when U CANT even accept and never would even spend a single cent without a pinch. such a PATHETIC "man".
- the rain didnt makes things any better.
- but adam's presentation does end the 0.5day better, of NON PAID 'working'
saturday.
- and the closer colleagues for better company, definitely.
- cabbin out for lunch, seems like a tough decision on where. and i am sick of decidin always, esp. for groups that involve that 'duhz' who sometimes blabber plain rubbish.
- i jus enjoyed the udon, and chat with the rest
- waitin for what comes next week, can be quite excitin
- left for home, slpt abit.
- woke up and left to town for Kungfu Panda!
- super funny, so cute. hehehe! u feel like a happy kid while watchin and after watchin
- met chix & june along with sis n pf at iced cold beer.
- beer wasnt exactly iced there, funnily.
- chatted abit and left for home.
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the viewpoint: stayin at current is totally hopeless now, might as well venture big else where, and even if it doesnt turn out super great, it will still be a good learnin ground, better place, higher compensation, and definitely no loss.)
right aft work on fri nite, headed to RH and met them for the final decision, and the impt information and paperwork. 4th time, and they are still bein upfront. i am amazed by their pride for the co. (
there must be somethin about this co. tat its employees take high pride in talkin about. the best part, their main core value of ethics and strong teamwork and share of success.)
i am really lookin forward to this aft all this while, after all my endurance of the stupid SM all this while. if not for jo bein ard, if not for elle do cousin who stood by us, meet us and hear our every single complains (
yes, in this co. there's only complains, how sad) even aft 1yr off the co, i wont have stayed till now.
its so hard, its really so hard (
i cant believe tears rolling down like nobody business) for this decision. i dont want to leave working with jo, and adam and miko, who came close to our team, sitting in our island, bringing a smiles to our face all the time. the rest of the co. are good pple, except for 1 evil biatch whom i unexpectedly "invite" into this place, that is causing the entire stirred-up. but den again, if not for her, i wont have seen SM even deeper.
all these only made me realise tat, although am not even the least bit willin to leave jo, the O&G team, the other colleagues, the career that i have built here, i am totally demoralised, upset, angry at all the crap that is goin on. we never shld have believe and trust him again that he would change, not to mention again, his dis-trust for us all, is just an insult. its high time for movin on. ARGH!
i will miss jo big time. :( everything abt the team.
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thanks to chix that am now continuing with this blog entry, else i cant stop the waterfall)right, there's so much i cant put in words. i am not a very expressive person in fact, not verbally to pple i care so much about.
and dinner at tcc-bugis, a total bad experience and am not goin there anymore. with tat, jac got us all off the bill payin which was pretty amazin.
headed breeks for dinners and chatted further, till close 12am.