disclaimer
you never know whats in store next. accept it, deal with it, live with it. the point is how you make things better for it.
Monday, July 28, 2008
sunday, oh sunday. headed shoppin at town in the end, i tried not buyin anything. yea and i didnt. finally sis did the shoppin. i left and went yoga halfway, return to town for a quickie dinner and movie - HellBoy. hmm, i didnt quite like the show, not much of any meaning anyway. the only thing i like in the movie - "the tooth fairy" hahax.
i return home, tried the new steam iron i bought at $245. opps. kinda fun, but i think i need more practice on that, besides, ironing is nv my forte!
and tonight, fresh sheets to enjoy, sweet!
as for yesterday, i was rotting home through till evening. den i tot of IMM somehow and so dad drove me and mum there. i ended up buyin a shirt + fake vest at $19. cheap cheap~ and thats about it. and yes, i saw a fortune cat at one of the store, picked it up since no1 even bothers abt me browsing. den i feel the weight of the coins, ah... the cat is not for sale. i had wanted to check out the price, the hand of the cat is higher den its ear! a rare find. the lady boss i assumed walked over quickly, i placed it back and walk off while she adjusted the fortune cat to its rightful place. oh oh~
fri was dinner and movie - X files. nv watched it before, not very excited, but dont mind to give a shot, and by the end of the movie, i wasnt impressed at all. the non-scientific i guess without a proper ending that is. i have already forgotten the contents, except the eyes that bleed. oh, the female cop is such a pain in the ass. and the cut & paste concept of body parts, i nv knew thats possible with the person remain alive.
Thursday, July 24, 2008
made myself go yoga today. teacher gave us all back 'hits', very nice. at least yinyang helps me feel realxing for the day. though the stretches can be rather hard to stay. LL is such a pain, or rather the F&A "peas" all are. got dad to fetch me at clifford centre back to home, how nice in the rainy weather.
yest, didnt went to bed earlier again. was at morton's having with chris, adam, paul, another guy, deryx and that pakistani girl, not sure how to spell her name. good chat with chris, pretty individual kinda meet-up i guess, funny. the chocolate martini is yummy, or mayb i am jus very slpy. left at 8pm, right after i finished my drink.
mon was a chill out night @ new majestic. the disappointment kicks in when my drink took forever to arrive. whats more, the one-for-one drinks arrived first. wtf. i dont like the idea of that. 1st impression no doubt is good, i loved the drinks then. now, the quality is gone, even the service is below average. i will think twice going back. maybe only on fri like the exact 1st time. else, forget it! and yes, angie joined us a well, will be going back dubai sat.
Good Charlotte -
HOLD ONThis world, this world is cold
But you don’t, you don’t have to go
You’re feeling sad you’re feeling lonely
And no one seems to care
You’re mother’s gone and your father hits you
This pain you cannot bare
But we all bleed the same way as you do
We all have the same things to go thru
Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know
Your days you say they’re way too long
And your nights you can’t sleep at all (hold on)
And you’re not sure what you’re looking for
But you don’t want to no more
And you’re not sure what you’re waiting for but you don’t want to no more
But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through
Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know
Don’t stop looking you’re one step closer
Don’t stop searching it’s not over...hold on
What are you looking for?
What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you’re doing to me?
Go ahead...what are you waiting for?
Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know
Don’t stop looking you’re one step closer
Don’t stop searching it’s not over...
Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know...hold on
Brooks Meredith -
BITCH
I hate the world today
You're so good to me
I know but I can't change
tried to tell you but you look at me like maybe I'm an angel underneath
innocent and sweet
Yesterday I cried
You must have been relieved to see the softer side
I can understand how you'd be so confused
I don't envy you
I'm a little bit of everything
all rolled into oneI'm a bitch, I'm a lover
I'm a child, I'm a mother
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell, I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way
So take me as I am
This may mean you'll have to be a stronger man
Rest assured that when I start to make you nervous
and I'm going to extremes
tomorrow I will change
and today won't mean a thing
Just when you think you've got me figured out
the season's already changing
I think it's cool you do what you do
and don't try to save me
I'm a bitch, I'm a tease
I'm a goddess on my knees
when you hurt, when you suffer
I'm your angel undercover
I've been dumped, I'm revived
can't say I'm not alive
You know I wouldn't want it any other way-You are the bitch-
Sunday, July 20, 2008
and i have oways thought goin to 2 classes back to back will be too much to handle. not until i try it today, can be done, can be done. seems like nothing is impossible. that includes putting aside some time and meet-up with kc. tot time never seems to be enough since beginning of july. but its good busy-ness. i haven sort on the pple for acheiving the goals yet. and the checks is piling up for me to do! gotta get it all done by next week, cross fingers. o_O"
last london appt yest. not continuing, i have not much determination. hahax. my bad, but den again, y be so hard on oneself, have fun, and when u want it, u will go all out and get it. tats life in view. u build ur life, its not pre-destinated. there are many pple out there who are not born with everything on their plate.
sat movie was Dark Knight, totally last min, so we got the front 2nd row. the show was 2.5hrs. joker was damn good. heath leger is such a good actor, pity he's gone. he muz have really think pyschotic to act like tat huh, i wonder. the rachel in the show, not pretty at all. >_<" looks somewhat haggard.
batman (christian bale)- is yummy too!
our goals all set on fri through cakes and coffee on the treat. pretty good fun with the girls out, vivian is so funny, her defination of green can be very confusing for us to handle. hahax. i ended up spending $108 on a dress and 2 skirts, totally last min. her shoes were pretty, but a whopping $130+ on the tag. wow!
gold class movie was called off on thurs, coz thurs there's no shows at gold class. weird!
Saturday, July 12, 2008
comin end week again! either time aint enough or it just flies.
yesterday paintball was fun! quick shots and dinner was buffet, pretty ok. orchid country club is a nice place, esp the night golf view from the pub. was there with joey, tim, hartley and doc. nice guys, and only got to find out joey was an ex-policeman, last was radio mkting person. hartley is from china, studied in uk. tim jus moved to harbourfront to his new house with his family. doc has only been in SG for like 3 weeks, bumping out at holland v pretty often. joye drove us all to get taxis in his swift ard 9 plus pm. lunch was a quick one with ex-colleagues. adam is sick, miko is gettin rounder! hahax. they are all havin the sat workshop. oh and the new guy daniel, 'funny' ah.
spoke to kc on the phone, jus a very shortwhile. but am happy coz he smsed me, and so i decide to call and hear his voice for awhile. i nv call anyone most of the time huh, haha. he sounded real tired, mumblin quite a fair bit and so i cut it short tat i didnt quite catch was he was talkin abt already, and he gets my point - we are both tired and really needed slp since its like 1am already. i like it when he smile as he speaks, hehe.
thurs was meet up with bestie gab for dinner at Big O. the cod fish was yummy. brownie was only ok. we ended up too full! >_<" yes i was happier than the last. haha.
and finally the trainings are all done!!!
wed hot yoga almost cost my life. after a week of laziness, i guess i was just too ambitious to join the 90min yoga lesson.
tues was dinner with jo and ellen at crystal jade. too full from dinner, but we continued with the redbean - iced cold. very full dinner is such a bad idea, but i cant help it! :(
Sunday, July 6, 2008
have a very full dinner today. there after was the Hancock movie. will smith is great totally. more than piss with the B-bitch than being tired, though i didnt sleep at all on sat through till today.
cancelled some of my plans for the day, times is tight.
sat was basically as JB, a day of food, a lil shoppin and dvd watching - Ah Long Pte Ltd, and of coz the chat throughout the very early hours of morning.
breakfast for mac, hotcakes and sausage to ease my not so present hunger.
friday was plain great. we won the gold class movie tixs, upcoming lunch treat from time. the next week is freaking packed! gosh. and maybe i shld reschedule some plans for the week.
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
its a good day, packed with contents. learned a fair bit. sushi and pizza for dinner, i wished i had eaten more. >_<" now am starving for dinner. mum nv cook! alright, am a demanding "kid".
well, msged jo to tell her abt the Ilbert's timesheet, and to confirm the fri dinner since she nv get back and i thought it was off.
guess its really hard to understand, sometimes those you thought will be happy for you, doesnt seems to be so.
today tim shared a few quote - " To win a deal, you must be prepared to lose it..", "To win, its about your attitude..."
i am lookin forward to more activities.
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
1.4kg off the record. wow. how am i goin to maintain till the next, i will try my best. anyway time spent doing the excel this late morning, confirmed the fact that i needed more time. gosh, can someone tell me how to grow time!
met kc, but seems like we still face some "i want it my way" attitude, coz tats wat we both oways carry with us. which can be a bad thing some times. well, he mention the new hair cut was ok. but, i dont quite like it at all! $28 from Bugis Chapter2 salon. kinda too off for me. supposingly i am suppose to pay her for the patch cover-up dye of $22, but she missed it. so a gain of $22, for the not so happy haircut, i will have to let it pass. glad of the fact that hair will grow back. ok!