disclaimer
you never know whats in store next. accept it, deal with it, live with it. the point is how you make things better for it.
Saturday, February 28, 2009
its a tiring day, pretty lack of slp. not to mentiont that the weather makes me want to count sheeps!
really happy to see jo finally settling down with some1 thats true to her, and he who was always around for her. you dont find someone like that just with a snap of fingers. so be content when you found yours.
as for me now, no commitments will do. since the right one hasnt ring my door bell yet. just a tinge of sweetness and a hint of salt once in awhile is sufficient.
the least i want to hear again is him who has been smsing, doing things to get back in touch... argh. its 7 yrs now, just get lost and stop bothering me. after all, i wasnt the one that give the last smack down. u deserve it, u asked for it. i dont care if you are running your own business, or doing good.
yesterday just felt like tearing and needed a shoulder. such pangs just comes to me. anyway kc msned me, and sometimes the topic just get way off. i dont like it when you slip away and not sure what to say. yet, time and again you want to noe wat certain things i said meant. does it matter, i wonder.
cant imagine not been informed by bloody student email a/c (coz i didnt fuking receive any email about the switch of lecture hall) and damn i was 20 mins late... nvm i still completed the test and after a count through the questions i shld be able to pass at the least. hmmz.
after CV with stella at late morning, headed long lunch at crystal jade. we were too ambitious and ended up too full but very satisfied and slpy. haha. left for home aft 1/2day to catch some winks before climbing up to read through the notes again.
thurs told half day, headed gym and home. studied abit and was seriously thinkin abt not goin work tml. but den again had to meet a client for a JO.
wed, was sales call day across the region. my team did well and we won lunch at fullerton. as for the individual prize, i was 2nd to my boss on the score. she made 23 Cv, and me made 12 CV. nevertheless, i was very amazed by myself. on the 1st call, i got 2 JOs. and having 12 CV nv seems possible. now - nothing is impossible :)
tues was lecture, and i was late by 30 mins due to poor traffic. i was lost as i sat down and flipped through my notes. the stranger guy besides me, told me what was going on. and he shared his table with me for the questions. at the end of it, he said i cld keep the table. nice stranger eh :) hehex.
Sunday, February 22, 2009
the weekend is yet coming to an end. i am still lacking of sleep. >_<"
2D 1N @ the fullerton was nice. i love the bed and sofa, the bathtub and rain shower. we had the quay room, facing the marina bay. complimentary for tim -RHI, hehe. the bubbless bath was the best. in-room dining was alright only, i meant the food. was quite a big room. the dvds i rented failed to amuse me, 1 was too silent, the other cant be played due to some code issue. breakfast was fulling, you be surprised by the check - $105+/2 pax. if not included in the package, i would have cut my throat. lolx, damn ridiculously expensive and its the normal simple fare!
fri was lecture skipped. sighs and i feel damn guilty abt it. but i was workin til 7pm and by the time i reached sch it will be like 8odd. wats the point? anyway headed to Gyu Kaku with viv and stella spendin close $50/pax. the pork belly was yummy!
Nineteen-day-old calf with a heart-shaped marking on his forehead at Yamakun farm in Fujisawa, near Tokyo, Japan.
- soo cute huh! :)
Saturday, February 14, 2009
a coughing day throughout. but i still chose a dose of coke and h2o - cold. for the sore throat. maybe i will regret. i was pretending that coke was the cough medicine. hmm.
i finished my module1part1 MCQs and part2-halfway through. luckily ryn accompanied to study. else i prob wld be sleeping and slacking in. we headed for movie - Looking for a Star. , starring andy lau and shu qi. romance flick, of 3 couples. the jizz of the show, dare to say and show your love. no regrets even if you two arent meant to be, or even if everything else is not equal.
got the shorts for him, am glad i asked what he wants, at least it will be useful. total zero idea of wat to buy (i dont like racking brains for presents!). besides, in my point of view, i dont quite fancy receiving gifts i dont really want or use myself. somehow there's nothing i want though. yea, he got me another silver necklace. hmm. i dont quite fancy silver at all. although he suppose i like cute stuffs, and the pendant was a cute bear (he claims to be cat or rat..i wonder wth...) i just feel like something: "you dont have to buy me presents"
i guess wat i want cant be bought, but how do i ask?
being sick and bearing it. not fun at all but i have got herbal tea and vitamin c from boss. oh and sore throat and cough lozenges from colleague sitting beside me. hopefully, am good soon.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
somehow this came across in my mind...
people hurt each other - one way or another, knowingly or unknowingly
just be immunised
today is an extremely busy day. but efforts were appreciated. and am glad the team is hubbing together. back to back meetings starting from lunch time onwards. crazy, but happy busy. tomorrow is just as back, but am aiming to leave 6pm on wed and thurs for gym before the week continues it craziness with lecture on fri. >_<"
not to mentioned yest nite's lecture was pretty much a breeze plus confusion. test is coming up on 16 feb. and all we need to do is do the 100+ practice MCQs. ok, shld get them settled by Sunday. hint: the test question will be from that practice. (only 15 ques will be selected for the test) wat a big hint... ah bish!
Sunday, February 8, 2009
its been awhile being on blogger.com. the last movie watched - inkheart. i would think tat its quite diff. from the bedtime stories. though i did not watch that, but i guess so. if only things cld happen just by reading a storybook, imagine the excitement.
am at chic's house. very ad-hoc matter indeed. the urge to watch benjamin button. yes the movie @ 1pm. well, met kc earlier on. was also ad-hoc. a day where i headed for gym and decide to get back to office to clear the paperwork. and so we decided to meet up for a short while. dont , ask me whats going on. i have zero idea. i guess its just being comfortable, getting what we want. company.
last night was prob. the night i had the most mussels! surprisingly they tasted delicious in white wine or spicy tomato. only concern, their dishes seems to come with lotsa lotsa fries, can be too much. i had my raspberry timmerman again. gassy gassy.
well, its par time again. and its time we all really buck up. for the week we achieved 15 CVs together. not too bad. in fact i am impressed. i guess i shld be putting my mind to getting things on the track for now, else who knows whats goin to happen next.
lunch was @ sze chuan court. jus 5 pax, and not that satisfying, we spent $600+, with compliments from the co. shld hav gone for alacarte!!! argh.
numbers game haven been ideal for me recently. hmm, hopefully something magical happens soon. am counting still.