Sunday, March 15, 2009
caught in the web of the many.
aiming to maintain my sany.
to air I speak.
am not at my peak.a long long week. a longer week coming. 2 tests on the plate, both extremes of the week. suddenly, u are being placed in a pressure cooker, how does it sounds?
balancing my plans can be challenging, thats not the hardest of it -frankly. stick to it is hardest, getting the motor running to generate the energy is harder. i am in need of '+' and not '-'. i absolutely hate par sessions, whats the point. we all know whats going out, keep the talks out.
am starting to get pissed with her - words. that i choose to ignore for good. i am good at selective listening, after all i dont see how those many alphabets will benefit me.
had wanted to meet him for that thurs, but he's sick still. been coughing and having sore throat, doesnt sounds great. has been like that since we met on the previous sunday. he suggest to meet for the movie, slumdog i had wanted to watch. i was running out of passion for the show since then, suggested Departures - awards winning, Jap movie. it was a great show, slow but hints of comedy effects and
striving to maintain and believe in what they do, never knowing why he dad left him but decided to see him for the last moment despite anger, anger appeased. (watch it, you will see what i meant)
there's so much i want.