disclaimer
you never know whats in store next. accept it, deal with it, live with it. the point is how you make things better for it.
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
i am seeing...numbers..
and
numbers...
and
numbers....
Sunday, April 19, 2009
its a hot hot hot weekend, with 35 degrees of heat u can feel that the heatstroke is coming.
*burnt*
nevertheless, last night was a good catch up with jo and elle do over dinner. and yup, we finally met her australian chi bf. interesting how someone can still be so energetic aft meeting since 8am. lolx, hats up for him. den headed chacha at city hall with jo and chatted till abt 9odd pm. i am feeling sleepy again. once again, study plans is shelved for the next day (today) so i better start being mugged by the papers and books. haha. eeewww!
looking forward to everything and anything aft the exams. its truely certified that tests and exams are a taboo for me, not to mention an agony. they always seems to know me than me knowing them.
way
too
fun ehx?
fri had a good nice dinner at Liang Court jap restaurant. its owner is a handsome wakeboarder and the waitress are rather pretty jap ladies. :)) loves the pork! my next try will be tampopo! hehex.
wed was a catch up with kc. lunch was with him too. aft a tiring week, its good to see him.
anyway, am crossing my fingers for better things to come by in all aspects. and i so need a holiday and perhaps a good tan!
Sunday, April 12, 2009
massage is good, though painful at times. it still makes me wanna slp. yesterday was a pretty quick passing day, visitin grandpa, headed to lifespa, national library and home. hours are pretty limited a day with so much to do.
i still cant quite bring myself to study! phaattt. will get through with it!
there's something i realised today, many a times, things wont be going your way. i guess i need to be more self-satisfied. be it l/s matters, work, sch, life, $, friends...everything under the sun.
of all even when i care about the above, they cant seems to bother about me. kinda stupid at times, well, life makes you learn the hard way with a bit of happiness along the way. i can live with that. at least family will still be there.
you are just a toy, my favourite at times :) and get well soon if u can.
Saturday, April 11, 2009
just popped my ass on the seat. yep, just got home. day out with mum @ bugis. we went to the new shoppin place, the air con damn cold. but movie tix were just $6 all day for any shows. we decided on the sneak preview for Taken. not Cathay, not GV, not Shaw, but Filmgrade.
nice show, such a brave protector for a dad. true luv for his daughter. bought a couple of little things, spending again. pretty nice day, especially when i get to eat watermelon honeydew sago, so sweet! :))
Sunday, April 5, 2009
finally, its nice to hear from him. took awhile before i decide to send the message after a week. his bad cough is bad, seriously think its his excessive smoking thats the cause. hmm well, nth much i can do, can i?
reently, the past has been coming back to me. cant he and he just move on and leave me alone. guys are weird.
last night was 1st time goin out with leo.... this person has the same birth date as me. well, coming from smu, yes he's pretty smart. but bein kinda hand-sy and loud, not quite of my likin. well, he's pretty much out to talk so he can sort himself out in front of my frens. its good to see jo, angie, sharon and issac and deryx aft awhile... dessert aft tat was good. my taste buds were failing me, order tat somewat exotic iced cappucino + coke - of which i cant quite taste it. i had a french toast too! damned, i was darn tired at 3+am now.. cabbed home alone. i just slacked off in bed till morning.
yes, got a missed call from leo. well, popped him back one ... "yes, my leo fren, u called?... " and he replied he wanted to check if i was ok...etc. den he asked if i was serious or jus play play and wanted to bring the r/s to the next level. i kinda fainted. and so i replied bluntly ... "huh? wow...eh not sure what makes u think so.. but we are better off as friends ya.. too early to think so far now ba. haha." and so i cut it off.
scary, y pple i noe likes to fast track with me. dislike tat, really. not when there's not much chemistry to start of with. hmm.
Friday, April 3, 2009
and the last of yet another,
who swam with the waves.
bidding goodbye only to be lost,
leaving an invisible trail.
for that once a while,
'm sought by a few.
wrapped by time,
so limited.
suspected suspense,
read the reap.
ponder thoughts,
wonder naughts.