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2009-12-27T20:39:00.002+08:00

fast flying month indeed, another year passing by. time rockets. for the year - some pple doesnt worth it and wont appreciate things, some pple speaks and promises with words like air, some pple are just vying for attention and accompany - plain selfish, pple are just another living thing on earth all about themselves.

To counter that take it with a pinch of salt, they will get it back anyway.

avatar in 3D is really good, love the colours and glow. was a midnight show on the 26 dec. azreen's engagement too, was quite a crowded despite the rainy day.

fri was pretty full, lunch at ippudo @ mandarine gallery. not good at compare to those i had before, another not fantastic reco from felix... argh. cupcakes chee wee bought was thoughtful but tasted only alright. games at Minds cafe was somethin bro enjoyed. fried kway teow after movie was good, fulfilled day.

thurs was later afternoon and evening with kc, completed with a simple nice dinner. hehe. night and early mornings at kilyn's place was good wine and snacks.

wed training was a drag, but i had alfred's psp to while the time away. erm, the psp ended with no batt. hah.

2009-12-12T16:13:00.003+08:00

a very tiring week, running here and there. meetings here and there, phew. besides, I think my meals are very messed up these days. oh no!

met up big ad and stella yesterday. good to know stella is still doing great, lunch was her treat again. unfortunately, big ad house was on fire recently - losing everything in her room. and she seems to be facing some maid problems. >_<"

headed back office to sign some docs off and left for bugis, ended up buyin a top haha. went to auntie mei hua's house, and earn the credit to help her look at her policies. whole lot really. went dinner with pf and sis at tonkichi @ orchard central. nice nice katsu hehe. finally ktv! aft so long, 12 - 3am was fully utilised but damned tired.

thurs was catching up with angeline, she's working full time now. and she sounded pessimistic over money matters, somewhat mentioned her husband is much older den her. they knew each other when she's finished her o levels, that is like about 15 years ago. woah. will need to catch up with her again on plans suitable for her budget hmm. was a good warming dinner with the ladies @ watami, a pity i couldnt stay longer that night to chit chat. there's always another day! hehe

wed headed to rush mr niew's place for the last min signed off the cheque and deal. really late. his wife was a nice lady! not to menioned kinda lost at TPY hub. faints.

mon got the deal from call cold, thanks to kingsley for all the talking. haha.

2009-12-05T02:37:00.000+08:00

"When you've found a reason to walk away, never look back... Just keep walking. It's better to get lost moving on than to get stuck and stranded broken."

(from ad oh's fb quote)

2009-12-04T23:50:00.002+08:00

Movies/ dvds clocked:

- Ghosts of Girlfriends Past
- Easy Virtue
- Flash of Genius
- Case 39
- Mu Lan
- 1408
- Seventh Moon
- Door to Door (Japanese)

2009-12-04T01:12:00.001+08:00

New favourite song!

2009-12-01T01:32:00.001+08:00

若你碰到他

【陽陽】電影主題曲
主唱：蔡健雅 Tanya

歌詞

我的脆弱堅強　互相作戰理性與感性　失去平衡感不想讓自己　活在過去的遺憾

問宇宙　他是否還愛我嗎這問題　早就有答案

若你碰到了　替我問候他告訴他　我過得很美滿已忘記他　已把淚水全部擦乾

若你碰到了　替我問候他祝福他和他的另一半不在乎他　不再愛也不再等待

就這樣吧　若你碰到他

愛　沒有絕對　雖曾經以為我終於體會　愛不能倒退該讓它頹廢　收起心碎

若你碰到了　替我問候他告訴他　我過得很美滿已忘記他　已把淚水全部擦乾

若你碰到了　替我問候他祝福他和他的另一半不在乎他　不再愛也不再等待

就這樣吧　若你碰到他

就這樣吧　若你碰到他

2009-12-01T01:03:00.004+08:00

such a long long time. i am tired with alot of things, the feeling of that is. sometimes the thought of people surfacely, should just remain on the surface of my life - is so strong. only true people should hold a place in my heart.

straight forwarders are my friends, not bushes beaters. dont waste my time. in first place i wasnt the one that ask for anything, not even your considerations. do u think i bother wasting my time and energy to coax things through, you wished. i have plenty of time, but i dont enjoy wasting it on anything except for myself and those dear. remember this and remember well. or else u wont be near in the near future, not even close in thought.

dont question to waste time, thats stupid. utterly, i bet.

give me 1, i will give u 2. take 1, and i will take 2 - nothing lesser only more.

i needed a comedy today, instead ended up with Mu Lan. well, why not since its free. dinner at kopitiam sucks. i think the food at ps kopitiam especially sucks alot. 3rd time there, final and last.

like the movie, i want some1 that will feed me blood when i thirst. nice huh. i missed kc, despite speaking on the phone just for a min or 2. at least he listens and cares. thats my only smile for the day. As every thread of gold is valuable, so is every moment of time.

shld i head back on the previous field? its calling from a distance with misses... haix, what now?

anyway yest for a very last min movie with shuangz, was late but as we all noe gv nv nv starts on time. good or good, u choose either. Case 39 was the one we caught. toffee nut latte, tasty but not wat i wanted exactly. stupid cashier did not confirmed if i wanted frappacino. sighs.

sat - haircut at chap 2 and quick chat with christine, perhaps a bonus on the way. well shall see, lets not expect too much for the time being. showing her details was a percentage of winning it. gym after the lucky drop by at power video that they hav yet to close for the day at 3 odd pm.

fri was a shoppin day, got a flats and covered heels both at just $10 + $15, good deal! wear and tear doesnt quite matter now. anyway the bangkok trip is confirmed, good good. at least its $418/pax with is like $18 over my min budget. hmm, gotta save for jap trip remember! oh dear. lolx. i dont care, since i cant get my mini coz i still need part of the $ for sch i might as well go for my next goal - jap trip. sighs, i was almost almost 1/2 way on the mini dream! nvm, will get it someday!

2009-11-10T23:35:00.002+08:00

jammed in the mid,
where's my lid?
hide the flow,
of thoughts that glow.
overwhelmed somewhat,
oh jittery cat.

***

there's been a series running, neither here non there. where to start, where's the drive? its there, in the fog. hard to figure, but u know its there. fish through the fog it has to be. bring me my rod, perhaps i'll do wonder. or yes, i would.

2009-10-27T03:08:00.003+08:00

some things to really ponder...

- a fren that tells him he has a million dollar policy, benefi. - niece and nephew.
- same age as you
- getting married next year, perhaps changed benefi. name to future wife's

would a fren really tell you all this... and in first place you mentioned you dont have any best fren. is tat you that you are referring to?

if you have a million just to buy a policy, you must be damned wealthy. or perhaps a very very thrifty guy (= doesnt dress too showy, no car, simple fare but secretive with financial wealth to be known by others) with high earnings and investments... even so, you wont be telling pple you have a million $ policy eh? this all sounds contridicting. hmmmm...dont u think?

2009-10-27T03:04:00.000+08:00

i like me reading for the day.

Tuesday, October 27
Queen of Swords
A woman that considers only the absolute truth of a situation without regard to mitigating circumstances. A quick and decisive woman. Someone able to understand the hidden motives behind others' thinking. A candid and frank person, sometimes at the expense of others' feelings. A funny and irreverent sort of woman that makes others laugh. You may not always agree with this woman, but her wisdom is absolute.

2009-10-27T02:52:00.002+08:00

a rushed day. exams - kinda sucks. i wonder how, i wonder why. sighs. anyway decided not to head down office unless really needed for this whole and next week. really gotta focus on the other 2 papers. leisure time for the week...mahjong at joanne's coming sat. perhaps go to jesslin bday, not decided yet. so much to do, so little time. party? what happen to the dressing up plan? hmmm.

i decided, i really loved ad-hoc meetings. i had planned ones. life's suppose to be enjoyed as and when you like, not planned to enjoy. so funny! anyway joe, old time fren, popped by novena and waited for me 30 mins, i was held up with documentation work. dreads. oh back to topic, yea we met for dinner coz i wanted to eat mac and he will be helpin me to find the missing pieces. lolx.

and joc replied, statin there's something else she's comparing. oh well, her decision eh. well i dont hav abit of concern, she can actually allowed her hubby to cancel off the son's policy just for money to tide some difficulty den tat doesnt quite makes sense to get another one? or perhaps she shld jus wait till her son is grown up enough to pay for his own policy. kids, too pampered and spoon fed these days. even protection is given upfront. no wonder some people do grow up being useless and waiting for all their wants and needs to drop from the sky, with their parents being the ultimate god. who to blame for this?

i still have strong repel forces against pple i dislike or labelled as 'irritating'. this damned young boy should stop callin me, turns me off. zero topic to even talk about. - not even craps. see how bad is that.

2009-10-05T23:09:00.002+08:00

its been a 'lax and 'usy weeks.

successfully completed the 2 financial papers... another paper to be taken soon. perhaps aft my test on mon....10 topics and i hav yet to even start on it.

another day out with ronald, of which is kinda turn off. behavin like a sec sch kid, tats all i can say. not impressive at all. well, since he's paying for dinner and movie might as well. ther's so much no to him, furthermore talkin on phone was never my favourite for some1 thats not even a good friend. and weirdest statement "i think its very hard for a single male and a single female to be good friends." WTH was that, seriously. do most guys think with their ass, i very much suppose so. go be gay man.

short catch up with kc... with late dinner though. surprisingly he remembered tat i like tat store's sin chow bee hoon. hehe. was tired aft we parted ways home, esp aft lecture and gym. >_<"

movie marathon - PS, I love you and Rock and Rolla (if i got this rite..) by gerard butler with shuang and her fren was pretty nice. afterall its only 18 bucks with free popcorn and drinks.

oh yea, headed for hansel's opening at the stamford house. some nice fashion, but probably kinda monotone for my liking. anyway we had dinner at curry flavour, was pretty nice. half size was just rite.

2009-09-26T02:15:00.003+08:00

張惠妹- 趁早

到後來才發現愛你是一種習慣我學會和你說一樣的謊你總是要我在你身旁

說幸福該是什麽模樣你給我的天堂其實是一片荒涼要是我早可以和你一刀兩斷

我們就不必在愛裏勉強可是我真的不夠勇敢總為你忐忑為你心軟畢竟相愛一場

不要誰心裏帶著傷我可以永遠笑著扮演你的配角在你的背後自己煎熬

如果你不想要想退出要趁早我沒有非要一起到老我可以不問感覺繼續為愛討好

冷眼的看著你的驕傲若有情太難了想別戀要趁早就算迷戀你的擁抱忘了就好

要是我早可以和你一刀兩斷我們就不必在愛裏勉強可是我真的不夠勇敢

總為你忐忑為你心軟畢竟相愛一場不要誰心裏帶著傷我可以永遠笑著扮演你的配角

在你的背後自己煎熬如果你不想要想退出要趁早我沒有非要一起到老

我可以不問感覺繼續為愛討好冷眼的看著你的驕傲若有情太難了想別戀要趁早

就算迷戀你的擁抱忘了就好喔-------- 愛已至此怎樣的說法都能成為理由

我在這樣的愛情裏看見的是男人的軟弱我可以永遠笑著

扮演你的配角在你的背後自己煎熬如果你不想要想退出要趁早我沒有非要一起到老

我可以不問感覺繼續為愛討好冷眼的看著你的驕傲若有情太難了想別戀要趁早

就算迷戀你的擁抱忘了就好忘了就好

Music Video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R9SE-ywo6yU&feature=related

2009-09-26T02:07:00.001+08:00

離不開他 - Landy

音樂滴拉滴拉滴拉舞步踢踏踢踏踢踏每一步都是悲傷的掙扎帶著牽掛誰都不想先停下

我穿著純白的薄紗跟著他旋轉在燈下知道是最後一次擁著他日出後就應該

試著忘了要試著忘了他

我離不開他也留不住他心像空蕩大廳一切就要蒸發

我離不開他風留不住沙遠距離的牽掛數思念的時差跟寂寞對話

音樂滴拉滴拉滴拉舞步踢踏踢踏踢踏

每一步都是悲傷的掙扎帶著牽掛誰都不想先停下

我穿著純白的薄紗跟著他旋轉在燈下知道是最後一次擁著他日出後就應該

試著忘了要試著忘了他

我離不開他也留不住他心像空蕩大廳一切就要蒸發

我離不開他風留不住沙遠距離的牽掛數思念的時差跟寂寞對話

我留不住他心像空蕩大廳一切就要蒸發

風留不住沙遠距離的牽掛我還在想他現在好想他好想他

2009-09-26T02:01:00.000+08:00

温岚 - 眼泪知道

云在走雨在飘好多悲伤在风中笑

心在烧泪在掉你的背叛没有人知道

说爱我好不好就当作是乞讨哪怕说出口只需要一秒你都不要

我的痛像把刀血在流看得到你却在她怀抱微笑

如果连自尊都已经不再需要这个世界什么爱你买不到天真全都可以倒掉

海誓山盟变成一种玩笑如果连誓言都已经不再重要还有什么事值得你去骄傲

所有承诺随风燃烧对你的爱已经停止心跳你可知道（无路可退，眼泪知道）

Music Video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mCsKGKJFY_8&feature=related

2009-09-26T01:47:00.002+08:00

傻瓜 Fool

词:温岚 Lyrics: Landy Wen

曲:吴克群 Music: Wu Ke Qun

Translation: mellly

其实他做的坏事我们都懂

qi shi ta zuo de huai shi wo men dou dong
We all know what bad things he has done

没有什么不同

mei you shen me bu tong
Not much difference

眼光闪烁暧昧流动

yan guang shan shuo ai mei liu dong
Roaming eyes and ambiguous relationships

闭上眼当作听说

bi shang yan dang zuo ting shuo
I close my eyes and pretend they're just hearsay

其实别人的招数我们都懂

qi shi bie ren de zhao shu wo men dou dong
We know too well the tricks of others

没有什么不同

mei you shen me bu tong
Not much difference

故作软弱撒娇害羞

gu zuo ruan ruo sa jiao hai xiu
Pretend to be weak and shy

只是有一点别扭

zhi shi you yi dian bie niu
It's only a little unnatural

傻瓜也许单纯地懂

sha gua ye xu dan chun de dong
Fools are perhaps innocent

爱得没那么做作

ai de mei na me zuo zuo
Their love is not so pretentious

爱上了我不保留

ai shang le wo bu bao liu
When I have fallen in love, I won't hold back

傻瓜我们都一样

sha gua wo men dou yi yang
Fools we are, all the same

被爱情伤了又伤

bei ai qing shang le you shang
Hurt by love time after time

相信这个他不一样

xiang xin zhe ge ta bu yi yang
Believing that this one will be different

却又再一次受伤

que you zai yi ci shou shang
And yet we get hurt once again

傻瓜我们都一样

sha gua wo men dou yi yang
Fools we are, all the same

受了伤却不投降

shou le shang que bu tou xiang
Hurt but choose to continue

相信付出会有代价

xiang xin fu chu hui you dai jia
Believing there will be a reward for our giving

代价只是一句傻瓜

dai jia zhi shi yi ju sha gua
And all it is, to be called a Fool

Music video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zEbiasvrDk4

2009-09-22T23:32:00.001+08:00

那么爱你为什么 - 黄品源/莫文蔚歌词

离开你是傻是对是错

是看破是软弱

这结果是爱是恨或者是什么

如果是种解脱

怎么会还有眷恋在我心窝

那么爱你为什么

(os:莫文蔚)

从女性观点让我明白地说

无论你是挖心掏肺

呼天抢地或是热情如火

不只白白惹人讨厌让人嫌你罗唆

恨不得没跟你认识过

你讲也讲不听听又听不懂

懂也不会做你做又做不好

哼!你现在唱个这样的歌你到底是想对我说什么?

(os:莫文蔚)

有太多男女就象你就象我年纪轻轻开始拍拖

沉沉地爱或者天雷地火

眼看卿卿我我眼看情海深波

最终日子还得往下过

你可以说我冷漠或是怪我过火

我倒要看你没我能不能活

你现在唱个这样的歌你以为我们之间还会有什么?

面对陌生疑惑肯定困难的生活

过去的日子彷佛偷偷在笑我

笑我的落魄也笑我的执著

也许吧他爱你比我

Music Video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NvLdJ4QCcnk&feature=related

2009-09-22T23:26:00.000+08:00

莫文蔚-你给我多少时间

你给我多少时间歌词

hey,到底要多少时间

才能真的互相了解

oh~hey,到底要多少思念

才能抓住你的视线

hey,我就在你的身边

却又隔一光年

究竟只差一瞬间或永远

爱是两个人的原野

可我一个人狩猎

什么过眼

在你再消失以前

你给我多少时间

hey,爱就在你的身边

可是你看不见

究竟要走到海角或天边

才是两个人的终点

可我一个人搁浅

什么云烟

我给你一场爱恋

你到底给我多少时间 hey~

Music Video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hkLLuG8fUTs&feature=fvw

2009-09-22T23:22:00.000+08:00

莫文蔚- 忽然之間

忽然之間

天昏地暗

世界可以忽然什麼都沒有

我想起了你

再想到自己

我為什麼總在非常脆弱的時候

懷念你

我明白太放不開你的爱

太熟悉你的關分不開

想你算是安慰還是悲哀

而現在就算時針都停擺

就算生命像塵埃分不開

我們也許反而更相信愛

如果這天地

最終會消失

不想一路走來珍惜的回憶

沒有你

Music Video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RZtUDtZDfN0&NR=1

2009-09-22T23:17:00.002+08:00

范瑋琪 - 沒那麼愛他

你有權利情緒化你不一定要堅強但有些事情

不能偽裝別為自己設了框

我懂失去的悲傷也懂進退的掙扎但想起過去

都是失望又何必要放不下

是習慣還是愛不放心還是不甘心只有你自己知道解答

其實你沒有那麼愛他真的不需要那麼想他

編織過的夢想自已也可以抵達誰說一定要有他

其實你沒有那麼愛他沒有深陷到不可自拔

認清了真心話你就放得下

深呼吸抬頭望發現天空很寬廣

這世界那麼大幸福總會在某個地方

其實你沒有那麼愛他真的不需要那麼想他

擁有過的計劃留給值得的對象你知道不會是他

其實你沒有那麼愛他沒有深陷到不可自拔

認清了真心話你就放得下

Music Video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-JmpIc5G00g&feature=related

2009-09-22T23:03:00.003+08:00

范瑋琪-到不了

你眼睛會笑彎成一條橋終點卻是我永遠到不了

感覺你來到是風的呼嘯思念像苦藥竟如此難熬每分每秒

我找不到我到不了你所謂的將來的美好

我什麼都不要知不知道若你懂我這一秒

我想看到我在尋找那所謂的愛情的美好

我緊緊的依靠緊緊守牢不敢漏掉一絲一毫願你看到

你眼睛會笑彎成一條橋終點卻是我永遠到不了

感覺你來到是風的呼嘯思念像苦藥竟如此難熬每分每秒

我找不到我到不了你所謂的將來的美好

我什麼都不要知不知道若你懂我這一秒

我想看到我在尋找那所謂的愛情的美好

我緊緊的依靠緊緊守牢不敢漏掉一絲一毫願你看到

我找不到我到不了你所謂的將來的美好

我什麼都不要知不知道若你懂我這一秒

我想看到我在尋找那所謂的愛情的美好

我緊緊的依靠緊緊守牢不敢漏掉一絲一毫

願你看到

Music Video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=do_OkrlddBY&feature=fvw

2009-09-22T22:59:00.002+08:00

范瑋琪- 灰色彩虹

我從秋天等到安靜的落葉

還不夠時間倒帶想念

就像電影情節最後完結篇

褪色的畫面沒有笑臉

我的記憶搖晃著昨天

我還有感覺

一抬頭什麼都看不見雨後的無言

Chorus:

紅橙黃綠我都找不到的晴天

從此我們兩個世界

在灰色季節漸漸忘記你的一切

過幾年我在原點

彩虹出現而我再也找不到

美麗的蝴蝶偏偏飛不上天

對你的想念再也寄不到

你世界地址是再見

Music Video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KmQJcIw7fAA&feature=related

2009-09-18T03:13:00.002+08:00

from the movie called - The Most Distant Course.
***
it takes the most distant course
to come nearest to yourself
and the training at its most intricate
when it leads to the utter simplicity of a tune
we have to knock at every alien door
to finally come to our own
to find ourselves
it takes the most distant course
to come nearest to yourself
come, come, come...
it takes the most distant course
to arrive at the place where one started
it is the final climb
to arrive at absolute pastoral beauty
we have to go through each illusory dream
to finally come to our own door
to our own field
it takes the most distant course
to come nearest to yourself
it takes the most distant course
to arrive at the place one misses most
***

today morning was disrupted from my sleep from the voice i never and would want to hear from. doc from rhi... so as usual, a call only when he needs help from anyone for his dept's job to fill... did he hella think i wont be interested? and no he was blabbering loudly take i was still in bed sleeping while others are working their asses off. so, wats my enjoyment of life got to do with him and the entire ex-office? "funny" indeed.

and even wanted to prompt if i was up to anything else apart from sch, again to hella he should even know. headed back to sleep aft i hung up without interest.

went for hot oil massage at lifespa, nice to relax those tensed up muscles for abit. laura could tell that i was very tired.... even after more than 10hrs of slp. not sure if this is a good thing or not. oh lunch/dinner was fulling. claypot rice + char kway teow + bobo chacha + yam paste.

it was an intriguing wed night, the passionate waves of hot flows hidden for the longest time. as far as it seems, was it time or was it the longing? the full hours of exhaustion, left us drained. its the malted barley or us being half sober? it was tiring in all aspects, different from the usual at least leaving unspoken satisfaction.

having coffee after, wasnt the best situation to end off...

luckily passed my M5 paper, to think i was taking it only aft 2hrs of slp. really a bad idea, my mind was processing so slow the snail would crawl faster. well, wasted time to double check the answers... else the $107 and time would be wasted noting the fact of min passing at 75marks. craps, final straw of cant checking or thinking anymore, i hit the submit button. freaking few hours of the 2 days to swim through the entire textbook of rules and regulations of 8 chapters. i never loved reading. now... starting thinking about the agony of studyin for the law exams. "sheets".

the mac hotcakes never failed me, yet again. happy with my butter and maple syrup. definitely.

headed for the last screening of "The diary of the sex addict". an extreme, sets you thinking, sad, lonely portray of a sex addict life. to summarise, it was purely - Sex for Love. her body feels, jus to find the connection she was longing for... to feel loved. her grandma was her best listerner, who passed away unfortunately. she was lucky to still have just one friend that stood by whatever it is.

got a jacket at $50, grey. on transfer of stock and gotta only get it collected on fri. good buy. haha.

2009-09-08T02:43:00.002+08:00

Its a joyfu sunday, despite the rain in the early afternoon. First time going cyclin with bro! yea, such a surprise he did join me and sis. A non-cyclist like him, did very well despite falling hard once, twice.

waited for the bus with him, as he headed home. am meeting chris at amk hub, to get our movies tix for district 9 and steamboat at 16 cactus road - Jia Chuan steamboat. the best i had so far, very nice soup base! :) just their 2nd mth of biz. the movie was pretty nice, and chris was like a young boy gettin excited with the aliens' guns and all. a down to earth american, who loves coffee from local coffee shop and not starbucks. good, new fren made!

the grey area of mine,
away from the shining light.
hidden from sight,
so far yet within reach.
which part of you is black or white,
that i'll never know.
and if i ever did,
it could only mean we're through.
your greyness, my lovely fear.

run over the simple, scurried with might.
is it neccessary, or is this our playground.
you care, you dont. I stop, you run.

2009-09-05T02:53:00.002+08:00

rainy rainy day... am goin slp shortly aft this...

time has been slipping like nobody business....especially for leisure and slacks... faints. haven get my M&M (mood & mind) on the law assignment fully and upcoming test.... hmmm. veron has sent me her copy since last sat.... oh well....

am happy meetin kc tonight, and he asked if i was hungry despite him bein a non-dinner person usually... well, i wasnt tat hungry but glad. headed for the usual. miss him many times. hehex

met cheryl aft him, had late late dinner... some shoppin ard and chat + tea + cake! hurhur. shr stole bites from my cheesecake lolx. its too nice.

jus back from kota kinabalu but am not exactly satisfied tat i failed to visit the island! coz of heavy rain lo. sighs. the only comfort, the bag and shoes i bought. nth much to buy though, jus some here and there. i guess the next visit there, will have to be the beach - period!

2009-08-24T00:25:00.000+08:00

got to hear the song via fb... such a sweet sad song.

"Dreaming With A Broken Heart" (John Mayer)

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part
You roll outta bed and down on your knees
And for the moment you can hardly breathe
Wondering was she really here?
Is she standing in my room?
No she's not, 'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The giving up is the hardest part
She takes you in with your crying eyes
Then all at once you have to say goodbye
Wondering could you stay my love?
Will you wake up by my side?
No she can't, 'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....

Oooooooooohhhhhhhhh

Now do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand
Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Baby won't you get them if i did?
No you won't, 'cause you're gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part
You roll outta bed and down on your knees
And for the moment you can hardly breathe
Wondering was she really here?
Is she standing in my room?
No she's not, 'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The giving up is the hardest part
She takes you in with your crying eyes
Then all at once you have to say goodbye
Wondering could you stay my love?
Will you wake up by my side?
No she can't, 'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....

Oooooooooohhhhhhhhh

Now do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand
Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Baby won't you get them if i did?
No you won't, 'cause you're gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part

2009-08-23T19:41:00.005+08:00

its been a bizzard gluttony week.... and some belated wishes too.

sun: @ beautyworld with mum - mutton soup and fried oyster cake, supermarket shoppin and bought a ostrich prints tank top @ $20

sat: slacked the daytime home, evening headed westmall - dinner at pastamania, movie 'The Proposal' and got a pair of flats at $15

fri: gt an interview on wed, pending to see wats in store for the role. hmm. met the ladies for steamboat at liang seah rd... had chrys + wolfberry honey tea for the after. they got me a paradise bird necklace too.

thurs: met a bank for a role... of which i am not too keen aft hearing them. headed lecture 1/2hr late, without lecture notes somemore. my printer's ink ran out on me. oh well.. got home for brother's bday celebration, his cake was rather tasty - blueberry cheese cake. not to mentioned this is like the 6th time i am havin cake for the month, crazy.

wed: met a small set-up who obviously placed a bogus advert... crap. anyway picked up my specs - remade the lens. lunched with sis @ mac. bought a grey jacket with gold buttons @ only $18! hehe. went for quick gym before meeting kc for dinner at cuppage - kazu sumiyaki. its of yummy sticks of great food. not mentioned the fresh cabbage with the special bean sauce was very nice! got me eating the veggies~ haha. well, gym was proved to be a useless session for the day. haha

mon - tues: lecture days. did some parts of my law assignment.

sun: dinner and cake with family for bday celebration.

sat: soup restaurant with sis and wenhao... movie - Hangover too. 2nd half was with shuang and sharon @ ps, movie - Bruno and cakes + drinks @ tcc. celebrated sharon and my bday.

fri: met up gab and sw for dinner at sushi teh! got a nice clutch/purse from gab, ben & jerry's vouchers from sw, black sling from stella. went for stereolad @ pan pac, free invites from stella. the blackberry lychee mojito was pretty chilling.

2009-08-16T04:45:00.000+08:00

twists and turns without directions.
sweets and sours are all attentions.
a few goods, and the rest bads.
give the goods a treat,
and the bads the sweep.
am placing the precious,
with in my case of bejewels.
there aint space for masks,
because they creates dusts.

2009-08-12T00:10:00.001+08:00

GOLD

Values:
Loyalty
Perfection
Honesty

Joys:
Time for Family
Home
Order

Strengths:
Organized
Consistent
Dependable

Needs:
Stability
Orangization
Appreciation

Frustrations:
Lack of control
Disloyalty
Inconsistency

At work you provide stability and can maintain organization. Your ability to handle details and to work hard make you the backbone of many organizations. You believe that work comes before play, even if you must work overtime to complete the job.

In love you are serious and tend to have traditional, conservative views of both love and marriage. You want a mate who can work along with you, building a secure, predictable life together. You demonstrate love and affection through the practical things you do for your loved ones.

In childhood you wanted to follow the rules and regulations of the school. You understood and respected authority and was comfortable with academic routine. You were the easiest of all types of children to adapt to the educational system.

2009-08-09T22:36:00.002+08:00

it been a long time, the blog has been in the cold palace. been very busy for some reasons! cathing up with ppl and all. not to mention, my dvd memebership is up after clocking more than 24 dvds for that 1 month. lolx. been havin too much late nights too, not exactly ideal situation. i am supppose to be slping more

met up with the 2 ladies shuang and sharon yesterday, like finally aft 2 yrs... headed for the PS cafe at Palais, everything comes in the biggest portion... not of much variety coz we passed the 3pm brunch time... sighs. and drinks at spinelli's before we parted ways at 6odd. snapping a few shots on our way to the train station. hehex.

met up ronald at white dog cafe for dinner and movie Up. i loved the paradise bird! becoz its ColourfuL! :D the old man was such a sweetie, fulfillin his wife's dream even if its goin to cause his death in any way. was nearly 12am when the show ended, and instead of heading home we ended up at east coast, den jalan kayu den yishun dam... pretty good chat... and was rather surprised he bought me Royce's on our 1st proper meet-up. well.. but at least he sounded like he can think at his age and talks abt his plans aft NUS.. interestin. home at 5am

friday was good catchin up with stella and joanne. wat suppose to be only dinner ended up with tea at coffee club, meetin up joy, fayne and gf and tat uncle seth. the plans dragged on to crazy elephants and china1. home at 4am

jo's weddin on 1st aug was the ultimate. 3am sat to 3am sun... the whole 24hrs wide awake. sometimes i am amazed at myself. pretty fun day, dinner was the best proper meal of the day in fact. haha.

2009-07-25T22:22:00.002+08:00

a rather tirin week. training was a full 3 days, not to mention the last day was a evaluation. got it nevertheless, muhaha.

stumbled a new site today, fashion is spinach (colorful and fun!)

i almost slpt in lecture >_<" was draining. bad me, nv go gym this week at all. :S

fri was lunch on stella, with penny and joanne. sighs, had to rush off which seems rather rude as she was waitin for the bill. :( anyway her bday is comin up, mayb i shld get her a better bday present. really shld. lucky her, she's goin for tokyo soon $500 for return tickets was bloody cheap, all taxes in! northwest if i remember clearly. not to mention she's just back from hongkong. and penny is in property now, haha.

watever it is, i still hate tat bitch. pms woman. argh, she makes my blood boils.

and a surprise sms from shuangru askin to catch up with her and sharon on 8 aug. well, we'll see how things goes. its been like 2yrs. and ronald boy popped me a sms for a coffee session soon, funny boy. haha.

watched e 3 dvds, and the month yet to end for renting. i am already on around 20 dvds watched now. haha. no bad a deal at all for $30/mth~ zigs have been poppin on my face the past few days, sighs.

2009-07-17T13:11:00.002+08:00

its been a very busy week!

later am goin to riverchelles for a meet-up den class again for today and tomorrow! and soon, hours as ticking to Jo's hens night! come sunday, its celebration for big ad's baby claudia's one month! how time flies eh.

was good catching up with gab and sw last night, though for a short while. 9yrs of friendship! and talks abt Perth trip towards end of the year sounds exciting.

not to mentioned, dealing with people both nice and those with empty shells that only care abt themselves and thought they are oways right abt everything. shallow and mad. its interestin in life u meet such pple, who gives u good and bad experiences so that u remember.

classes at the mngm house was a nightmare somehow, with such a deep walk in up the skinny path. phatt. and wats more, got bitten by a mosq-zy! :(

spendin spendin, kaching kaching. bad idea. oh 1/2 day "trial" on the ASG 2nd interview wasnt even interestin to start of with. anyway got the 'project deal' with gallup, good way to start. law is driving me headless.

it has also been dvds watching days.
- school days with a pig
- open season 2
- happy-go-lucky
- death metal detroit
- handsome suit
- revolutionary road
- new in town
- the black swindler
- love guru
- slumdog millionaire

... and more to come. :P

2009-07-11T02:45:00.002+08:00

so much in a day, all done.

mosque street. lifespa. bugis. city hall. paragon soba dinner. national musuem. phew. exhausted :P but fulfilling eh!

anyway will be catching up with sw and ling next thurs. its been the longest time since we last met~. plans to catch up with stella and joanne on 31 is confirmed too :) there seems to be alot to do for the rest of the month onwards. hmm!!!

anyway was good catchin up with nicholle and shirley today. nicholle is all excited with her job at citi. shirley, on the certain wavelength for now. finally bought the bedding set for big ad. very cute design! :) hehe. oh! and additional 10% from dorothy sales item was a bonus for the day too! :))

2009-07-03T22:17:00.003+08:00

still its an eventful week of good and bad.

the most impt part... with my years on earth so far, there's some great people i know and part of my life. some have been around for long, and the rest maybe for now... but at least they care. and thats enough.

pple were somewhat puzzled abt wat happened, with the facts tat i billed (though not as much) and with new accounts on the plate, the evils still striked. fine if thats the case, someone say she will die young and i believe so + she will be looking awful. what she has is not of her efforts, its purely accumulating others efforts and pipelines making it hers. capable? i changed my impression of her after so long.

the only sad part is to leave behind some wonderful colleagues. and consolation, those that have joined with me has already all left. sometimes, i must be proud of my endurance level. imagine working and sitting besides some1 that has severe PMS every second, minute, hour, day..

i made great frens along the way, and pple remembered me even just aft 1 meetin. thats somethin i am proud to know, and with them tellin me so.

just brought in a few new accounts and promisin pipeline, but i have to let it go. I am so not happy abt this. its life ehz, sometimes u fall into a dark dark hole. nvm, i believe the fireflies will bring me out to a better place soon!

2009-06-28T23:58:00.002+08:00

coughs coughs! and a lil bit of heat... are these dangerous... oh well!

anyway not much pple out at town today, except for mostly maids and pple grabbin the for the sales... hmm. out for some buys. got a le coq sportif bag, a dress and quick nice dinner at sushi teh~

its been a long long week. but a good sat at the gym and dinner with kc. 5 spins on the friday, however i wasnt tat excited. the CV with dave was oways not somethin i was lookin forward to. i was pretty gone for friday! feverish and fuking slpy and some headache to add on, bad idea. all the after effects of clubbin on a thurs. WTF. i was battling hard to be awake and to be full without eatin, ther's endless things to do! need to face an offer signing, an interview rejection... (not to mentioned an offer rejected on thurs already, argh~ dont these pple noe they are a waste of time! why meet me and seek an opportunity in the first place, seriously freaks.) and its elaine's last day,she bought us muffins! :)

dinner with shar, penny and joanne was pretty good. now they are plannin to get me hitched. well, they are all married tats y~ lolx.

2009-06-13T14:56:00.004+08:00

its been a long /short week.... long enough for a break, i dont quite think so. break is never enough ehz. i still have to remind myself that it's back to work on the coming monday. so sick. sometimes or most often, i wonder why do we need to work. how nice if everyone is back to the olden days where you trade items for items, nothing attached to monetary or the dollar sign.

i dont need to be rich, eat rich, live rich. rather i need to feel "rich" and sleep rich. seems so deprieved of slp so much, feelin poor of energy.

i was thirsty, but was thrown aboard by a somewhat selfish act. wat can i say, there's not strings attached aft all. a smart choice for zero expectations.

3D2N at batam was very much to resort type of lifestyle. lazin ard, cabbin ard, strolling abt shoppin mall, movie (Drag Me to Hell), massage and tanning... however, if this is for the long run den life will be boring. its so hard to please the needs and wants?

well. i shld try and get a job at maldives! maybe jus as a client svcing executive, sounds good? at least when u are feeling a tab blue, u jus have to look out and the sea and sky is blue-er than you, u prob. feel way better. not to mention, there will be the fluffy cotton candy clouds, and fishes in the transparent sea. sounds very good! chat up the travellers abt their experiences and such, that wld be nice. away from very busy city monotonous life. i am starting to like this idea alot. aft my sch, only this can be done. the pain of havin a paper for back-up. lolx, how sick.

and then there's 3D2N at melaka, my favourite meals - er shen's home-cooked food, the yummy chee cheong fan and the best satay celup! nth much to buy as usual, but we did head for the FOS and movie (17 again was the only nice show there it seems) of coz the main purpose was to catch up with kaixian, haven seen him for 2 years. he's on holiday sch break and wrking part-time at station 1, a music cafe. we also had a mini surprise for er shen's bday just before the clock strikes 12am to another day. we went to the Jetty's ktv too. was pretty ok, but we needed to switch room as one of the mike plug was faulty.

the last sat was a day out at the national musuem for the Verner Panton exhibit. yep, got in free with my SIM student pass. saved the $6 haha.

there's alot of photos to be upload. dont have the time yet. patience pple. ohmmohhmm.

2009-06-03T22:58:00.002+08:00

dont put the words passion and desire by your mouth, that aint of interest to me. we are of different interest. fullstop.

2009-06-03T22:55:00.000+08:00

2009-05-30T21:45:00.003+08:00

relaxin full of rest sat, thats way to go. out of energy for the week.

oh and i heard Susan Boyle sang the memory on tv, sometime in the week. surprisingly great voice i mus admit.

Memory - CATS

Daylight
See the dew on the sunflower
And a rose that is fading
Roses whither away
Like the sunflower
I yearn to turn my face to the dawn
I am waiting for the day . . .

Midnight
Not a sound from the pavement
Has the moon lost her memory?
She is smiling alone
In the lamplight
The withered leaves collect at my feet
And the wind begins to moan

Memory
All alone in the moonlight
I can smile at the old days
I was beautiful then
I remember the time I knew what happiness was
Let the memory live again

Every streetlamp
Seems to beat a fatalistic warning
Someone mutters
And the streetlamp gutters
And soon it will be morning

Daylight
I must wait for the sunrise
I must think of a new life
And I musn't give in
When the dawn comes
Tonight will be a memory too
And a new day will begin

Burnt out ends of smoky days
The stale cold smell of morning
The streetlamp dies, another night is over
Another day is dawning

Touch me
It's so easy to leave me
All alone with the memory
Of my days in the sun
If you touch me
You'll understand what happiness is

Look
A new day has begun

fri was good nite out with the gerls and guys. nice dinner at Pu Tien @ MS + drinks & snacks @ HK cafe + Black o'stuff at Dirty Nelly's. good chat, good company. wrk ended me with crazy schedule on monday & tues. PACKED. might as well, since alot of things had to be reported and tracked these days. Dave's goin to be back in town on 26... for CVs with us... well, doesnt sounds like a good idea.

big ad is going on leave aft fri, awaitin for the arrival of her first baby girl sometime mid june! will be so excited to see her baby! :) hehe. but damned, she's my best lunch partner! :(

thurs was penny's last. no of her idea though. it all happened aft TH and LL meet-up with her at fullerton hotel, and the usual words. well...

tues was a day that i felt like pressure cooker, especially when pple sing the opposite tunes to mine. the dinner with cher helped ease that a lil. iterally say fuck to everything. we'll see how this is moving forward.

Les Miserables - I Dreamed a Dream

There was a time, when men were kind
And their voices were soft
And their words were inviting
There was a time, when love was blind
And the world was a song
And the song was exciting
There was a time it all went wrong

I dreamed a dream in time gone by
When hope was high and life worth living
I dreamed that love would never die
I dreamed that God would be forgiving

Then I was young and unafraid
And dreams were made and used and wasted
There was no ransom to be paid
No song unsung, no wine untasted

But the tigers come at night
With their voices soft as thunder
As they turn your hope apart
As they turn your dreams to shame

He slept a summer by my side
He filled my dreams with endless wonder
He took my childhood in his stride
But he was gone when autumn came

And still I dream he'd come to me
That we would live the years together
But there are dreams that cannot be
And there are storms we cannot weather

I had a dream my life would be
So different from the hell I'm living
So different now from what it seemed
Now life has killed the dream I dreamed

2009-05-23T01:29:00.002+08:00

its a food-filled week.

fri:

macdonalds for lunch with big ad! (reimbursed - $10 claims) = FOC

dinner @ outback with big ad, sharmaine and joanne (up to $80 claimable) = $28 spent for Alice spring chicken + pork ribs on the barbie + bottomless iced lemon tea + blooming onion + srooms! :)) oh... and at witnessed an old man fainted, hit his head bleeding and ended up lying on the ground. 2 birthday celebrations in the restaurant. and of coz talks abt the office pple! yes sharmaine is happy and all good at GSK, happy for her :) and so they all tried to sell me sharmaine's fren as my potential boyfriend (a guy studyin chinese medicine!) hmm!

saw janet and her office will be moving to changi soon~ oh dear. and she's on her way to oriental hotel for dinner. she's lost with wat bus to tk to millenia walk, yes luckily i saw her. haha :P to think she was thinkin of taking bus 97 where she will end up at the suntec bus stop.

thurs:

lunch buffet at the cricket club - for the ACCA event. met the RZB GM, friendly lady! = FOC

dinner with the ladies, jo and do do! @ taka sushi teh. a good mix of dishes and yes i had my salt ice cream! :)) = $24/pax. all good! hehex.

bonus: 2 signed cases for the month, tide over for now. hahax, cant believe its with LL01 on this. uhhh..

wed:

lunch @ coffee club - one for one! catching up with evelyn, she's with her first baby boy! due in sept. how cum every1 seems to be reproducing, haha! way to go~ :) i believe it mus be sick with work, not to mention 4 months maternity leave - thats life! hahax. well on the house by evelyn on her UOB card = FOC, gotta treat her the next time round! hehe

dinner at sakura with big ad and her husband! 7 dishes on the table for 3, can u imagine? we cleared the plates - tom yam soup, salad you tiao, sambal kang kong, claypot tofu, lemon chicken, deng deng hotplate fried rice, mango salad. he headed for the bill, refused to let me pay, well so its = FOC

tues:

dinner was at Keppel Bay - Takumi restaurant and WineGlass pub bar. they dont even have lychee martini, they suggested apple martini instead, will its only alright. the whole co was there, coz the big big big boss is here for updates across the global offices. Greg - he is (21 yrs with the co now). together with David Jones of coz. 2 full of energy and positive vibes people. well, for Takumi the spending was slightly over $2000... quite a number dont feel tat it was worth the price... they didnt like the beef dish too, luckily i had my kurobuta :) hehe.

mon:

gym time to prepare for future fats... (yea yea just 1 day is not enough) oh dear! how!

2009-05-16T21:57:00.002+08:00

good fun on badminton and tze char @ CCK. the week has been rather on the verge. so in need of holiday. plans for the comin week is food-filled events. my gym plans seems to be left aside. oh man!

met kc on monday, sounds like things are on the edge for him this time round. well, its a vicious cycle of daily life - work. caught up with nicholle on tues, good lunch. she's leaving SG and joinin Citi. flu demon has been tryin to catch me throughout the week, leaving me with tasteless buds.

wed was catch up with gab, azreen and serene. grace came along too. very mini sec sch dinner. its interesting how i get to bump into serene twice, and yup decided to keep in contact. sec sch gatherin bbq is comin on in mid jun.

yest was tiring, aft work + chicken rice dinner + window shoppin + drinks at bar + frog legs porridge and tanghoon. phew, home only ard 2am. so gone.

2009-05-10T02:40:00.003+08:00

"when i ask the midnight sky
the stars just shine
into the black lake of my molten heart
i can only flow
will the angel even give me a backward glance?
want to splash around in my heart?
the winds of the coming winter lap at the waves
calling me into the dark
with eyes as wilted as ice
i'm growing up
a jewel pungent with a stench
that brooks no one's approach"

from the movie "Dare mo shiranai " (aka nobody knows)

(Shigeru, Akira, Kyoko, Yuki, Keiko - the mum)

burdened with the responsibility to look after his 2 sisters and a brother, eldest son Akira faces the tough fate of their mother, leaving them with little money in a rental apartment. all of them siblings are of different dad. a mum that talks like a no brainer and proves herself to be selfish, leaving them behind and moving to osaka. a booze mum. really a boo. they were all deprieved from their little dreams and school.

an accident of felling off the chair, youngest sister yuki died from it. the fulfill his promise of bring her to a place to see aeroplanes, he and saki packed her off in a luggage with her favourate chocolates and buried her near the airport. helpless and no idea what to do, that was the best he could give.

they continue to survive with water from tap in the park, free sushi leftovers from the convenience store, candles and a messed up apartment with rental overdue...but for how long? we never know.

2009-05-08T23:41:00.003+08:00

finally the X'ams are all over. will it be the sun and rainbow on the other end or will it just be a breeze of wind? i wonder.

coming weeks seems busy and filled. sounds good, probably. a catch up with serene and gab, and maybe ryn on wed. mon with nicholle. sat with the pax. while stella is away for diving, i think i have to work harder, cant afford to z-ro this month. well, let it be as we walk.

2009-05-06T01:37:00.001+08:00

wondering why am still up and typing here on the blog. simple, on leave tml. not for anything but exams. back to sch was a long awaited but a 'not that fancy' task. my last paper on fri, macroecons. gotta try and digest the papers again. who even invent studying, stupid man. everyone shld juz be like olden days, travelling on horses, having special martial arts and flying skills, being playful daughter and spending rich family/husband money on jades and silk. that would be nice. ok dreaming... just about time to dream what!

well, work is fuking crazy. endless emails and coordination and meetings. the only best thing today was free 30mins massage, a prize we won for the team on marketing day. i almost slept but had to return to work even though time was 6pm, was busy with interviews and meeting client - potentially to be, maybe... and my work piled up just like tat! duh-oh. i am suppose to chair the pendings this month, hmm hmm - stressed hiak hiak hiak. not lookin forward to greg arrival on 19 may, wonder wats coming up. bosses hav been very nice, in fact too nice to settle alot of stuffs and handling the coordination for me. feeling bad... hmm, i didnt expect things to come at a snap of fingers, but well, almost expect the unexpected? >_<"

not to mention i had to be in at 8am, or no later than 815 am today to meet the regional client. phew, luckily he's a funny guy. i was starving through the meet-up!

yesterday was a long day for a monday, but good fun. team dinner again, well, contributions made by viv and stella, not me exactly. but was included. well @ chimjes Gyu Gaku, why not! we had lotsa pork belly, mushrooms..etc etc. hot green tea. and the best ending milk pudding! damn nice! left in hurry - time check 9.15pm. was suppose to meet kc at 8.30pm. lolx, well u noe the initial plan was to leave office at 6.30 latest, as per tim. but that nv comes through. lolx. ended up leaving at 7.30pm, hence the drag.

well, but he waited ard till i am done. and suppose to wake me up at 6am aft we left for home close to 11.30pm -_-", and so via sms the morning call will be done he said. wat a "morning call" idea, he said his voice not nice when he just wake up. hmm. but this time round he did call to wake me up, seeing no response to his sms. haha, lucky he called. he sounded very awake with morning news loud on the background. cant understand how he can slp late wake up as early as 6pm and still have to do client reports and reviews - amazin. well call was good! else am goin to be late! >_<"

weekend received nonsense sms again. "adeline are u free on weekend for dinner and drinks?" with part did he not understand as stated way back "am having exams till 8 may, not keen to meet before 8 may". now, i dont even want to meet him anymore! eeekkk! even send me sms a couple days ago "had frens in SIM, they are having exams now. you prob are too, so good luck :) ".... wats the point, in fact he already knew way before he send this sms. sometimes, dont try too hard. its a total turnoff afterall!

sat's paper was till the last min. last thurs paper, i wasnt even done! gosh. fingers crossed and twisted! eekk.

2009-04-22T00:31:00.002+08:00

i am seeing...

numbers..

and

numbers...

and

numbers....

2009-04-19T14:08:00.002+08:00

its a hot hot hot weekend, with 35 degrees of heat u can feel that the heatstroke is coming.
*burnt*

nevertheless, last night was a good catch up with jo and elle do over dinner. and yup, we finally met her australian chi bf. interesting how someone can still be so energetic aft meeting since 8am. lolx, hats up for him. den headed chacha at city hall with jo and chatted till abt 9odd pm. i am feeling sleepy again. once again, study plans is shelved for the next day (today) so i better start being mugged by the papers and books. haha. eeewww!

looking forward to everything and anything aft the exams. its truely certified that tests and exams are a taboo for me, not to mention an agony. they always seems to know me than me knowing them. way too fun ehx?

fri had a good nice dinner at Liang Court jap restaurant. its owner is a handsome wakeboarder and the waitress are rather pretty jap ladies. :)) loves the pork! my next try will be tampopo! hehex.

wed was a catch up with kc. lunch was with him too. aft a tiring week, its good to see him.

anyway, am crossing my fingers for better things to come by in all aspects. and i so need a holiday and perhaps a good tan!

2009-04-12T14:05:00.002+08:00

massage is good, though painful at times. it still makes me wanna slp. yesterday was a pretty quick passing day, visitin grandpa, headed to lifespa, national library and home. hours are pretty limited a day with so much to do.

i still cant quite bring myself to study! phaattt. will get through with it!

there's something i realised today, many a times, things wont be going your way. i guess i need to be more self-satisfied. be it l/s matters, work, sch, life, $, friends...everything under the sun.

of all even when i care about the above, they cant seems to bother about me. kinda stupid at times, well, life makes you learn the hard way with a bit of happiness along the way. i can live with that. at least family will still be there.

you are just a toy, my favourite at times :) and get well soon if u can.

2009-04-11T00:20:00.002+08:00

just popped my ass on the seat. yep, just got home. day out with mum @ bugis. we went to the new shoppin place, the air con damn cold. but movie tix were just $6 all day for any shows. we decided on the sneak preview for Taken. not Cathay, not GV, not Shaw, but Filmgrade.

nice show, such a brave protector for a dad. true luv for his daughter. bought a couple of little things, spending again. pretty nice day, especially when i get to eat watermelon honeydew sago, so sweet! :))

2009-04-05T22:29:00.002+08:00

finally, its nice to hear from him. took awhile before i decide to send the message after a week. his bad cough is bad, seriously think its his excessive smoking thats the cause. hmm well, nth much i can do, can i?

reently, the past has been coming back to me. cant he and he just move on and leave me alone. guys are weird.

last night was 1st time goin out with leo.... this person has the same birth date as me. well, coming from smu, yes he's pretty smart. but bein kinda hand-sy and loud, not quite of my likin. well, he's pretty much out to talk so he can sort himself out in front of my frens. its good to see jo, angie, sharon and issac and deryx aft awhile... dessert aft tat was good. my taste buds were failing me, order tat somewat exotic iced cappucino + coke - of which i cant quite taste it. i had a french toast too! damned, i was darn tired at 3+am now.. cabbed home alone. i just slacked off in bed till morning.

yes, got a missed call from leo. well, popped him back one ... "yes, my leo fren, u called?... " and he replied he wanted to check if i was ok...etc. den he asked if i was serious or jus play play and wanted to bring the r/s to the next level. i kinda fainted. and so i replied bluntly ... "huh? wow...eh not sure what makes u think so.. but we are better off as friends ya.. too early to think so far now ba. haha." and so i cut it off.

scary, y pple i noe likes to fast track with me. dislike tat, really. not when there's not much chemistry to start of with. hmm.

2009-04-03T23:05:00.000+08:00

and the last of yet another,
who swam with the waves.
bidding goodbye only to be lost,
leaving an invisible trail.

for that once a while,
'm sought by a few.
wrapped by time,
so limited.

suspected suspense,
read the reap.
ponder thoughts,
wonder naughts.

2009-03-30T23:26:00.002+08:00

am up the slope,
down the stairs.
am rolling on the floor,
climbing up the chair.

its a vicious cycle, yes.

there seems to be so much going on, stretched every single directions. fun and pain, all in one. can be crazy, yes.

i am waiting to see what's in plan for sat coming up from mr leo.

2009-03-29T22:44:00.002+08:00

such a good sunday spent with gab. :) its really been awhile. we had dim sum at imperial treasury, yummy and full! we headed to the national museum for the Christian Lacriox exhibition, so nice~ i love the dramatic costumes and colors.

This is my favourite!

2.30pm we are just in time for the guided tour. we learnt interesting backgrounds and stories behind the various pieces. sweet!

decided to head over PS for a movie, and there and then, we decided on Mall Cop. comedy for the sunday, why not? just in time to catch the 4.45pm show :) timing just falls into place today. had some laughs. dinner wasnt in the plan, decide to go for something light and sweet. there we are at TCC Centrepoint, she had lychee jazz, i had magic dragon, the dark desire was damn nice! hehex. just in time to return early for the night. looking forward for a next catch up.

sat was gym and catching up with mum with her friends. did my nails - express manicure and nail art for just $15 :) not bad eh! and i had craving for sweet and sour pork + fried egg for dinner. satisfied!

after so long, and all the busy schedule. met up with kc on thurs. not to mention for the week am already quite drained from work and school >_<" seeing him does solve the misses abit. haha.

met up with janet too! feel abit bad to write off our meeting last wed. thats the problem with last min minute all the time. eeekkz. she had a new haircut, short and nice. lucky her just went to japan is plannin to go taiwan sometime soon! i need a holiday too!

2009-03-21T23:51:00.002+08:00

its an extremely busy week.

today headed for the CFA event at Raffles City, and was so swarmed by the many people. Some were just a plain waste of time... oh well! But mum was helpful. Tim is just even busier. It was good fun, somehow. Headed for Wanton Noodles down Purvis Street, rushed trip to the Guan Yin temple and a run for the bus stop in the rain.

Got sms, about whether am going for the gym so we can meet-up. Unfortunately, i didnt bring along my stuffs. Too tired for gym and the latter. Oopps.

Dinner was great, at the Bottle Tree Park.
-Butter crab, chili crab, sambal kang kong, scallop hotplate tofu, fried grouper fish slices with spring onions, hot chinese tea and ice cream.

(Here's the bottle tree, u gotta see it live)

(I dont mind the dash of dark clouds like this)

(Now, u wished we did have winter and white snowy paths in SG)

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got a spin for my RecRefs of 10 counts. $10 breakfast coming my way. its all good! muahaha. anyway, i will be the only one attending the sat event, ST and VN is going batam, and that PQ has his weekend blocked - what the?

and the best part, i was slightly late for my test again. did the questions, with doubts but zero thinking skills by that time. end of lecture, lecturer decides to go through the answers (personally shared). Glad to know I did at least 15/20. Phew! Knocked off class, headed Colbar at Portsdown Road with dad, mum, sis and pf for a pint of Cidar Beer

away from the busy city, back to basics and lazy around, day dream and chats. (please note that last order is at 8.30pm) walker chips and what nots only available after that.

that explains why we too, went to a Prata shop for pratas and teh tarik after that. imagine a starving adeline. bad idea.

2009-03-17T23:27:00.002+08:00

thrills of wonderful drizzles...

- do u eat to live or live to eat its a choice or are u confused
- hang or release, the criminal was given a choice, business stats.
- voucher off the $10 for the calculator but i got cheated off my 10% discount by that bitch
- the names game, further confirmed that 6 degree of seperation do exist they are cousins, unlinked on our database. interesting
- wendy eventful day, and yes she's having her 1st child and as such i may lose the case
- it may seems like you lose the contacts but glad when they know who u are when u called
- a call from bestie to catch up next weekend
- long await meeting scheduled
- irene finally reverted on derek's meet-up after a long long time
- the ant email was random but was good to "hear" from him
- sat burnt for the CFA event i am the only available soul for that day, but i earn a 1/2 day
- dual test for the week "how wonderful"
- planning to watch Yusri for the film fest which wasnt part of my choice initially

2009-03-15T01:52:00.002+08:00

caught in the web of the many.
aiming to maintain my sany.
to air I speak.
am not at my peak.

a long long week. a longer week coming. 2 tests on the plate, both extremes of the week. suddenly, u are being placed in a pressure cooker, how does it sounds?

balancing my plans can be challenging, thats not the hardest of it -frankly. stick to it is hardest, getting the motor running to generate the energy is harder. i am in need of '+' and not '-'. i absolutely hate par sessions, whats the point. we all know whats going out, keep the talks out.

am starting to get pissed with her - words. that i choose to ignore for good. i am good at selective listening, after all i dont see how those many alphabets will benefit me.

had wanted to meet him for that thurs, but he's sick still. been coughing and having sore throat, doesnt sounds great. has been like that since we met on the previous sunday. he suggest to meet for the movie, slumdog i had wanted to watch. i was running out of passion for the show since then, suggested Departures - awards winning, Jap movie. it was a great show, slow but hints of comedy effects and striving to maintain and believe in what they do, never knowing why he dad left him but decided to see him for the last moment despite anger, anger appeased. (watch it, you will see what i meant)

there's so much i want.

2009-03-05T23:38:00.003+08:00

Ronald Cheng / 鄭中基 - Guai Tai / 怪胎 MV

Ronald Cheng Chung Kei

Ronald Cheng / 鄭中基 - Mou Lai / 無賴 MV

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Lin Jun Jie & Charlene Choi / 林俊杰 & 蔡卓妍 - Xiao Jiu Wo / 小酒窩 MV

Here’s the lyric:

我还在寻找一个依靠和一个拥抱

谁替我祈祷替我烦恼为我生气为我闹

幸福开始有预兆缘分让我们慢慢紧靠

然后孤单被吞没了

无聊变得有话聊有变化了

小酒窝长睫毛是你最美的记号

我每天睡不着想念你的微笑

你不知道你对我多么重要

有了你生命完整的刚好

小酒窝长睫毛迷人的无可救药

我放慢了步调感觉像是喝醉了

终于找到心有灵犀的美好

一辈子暖暖的好我永远爱你到老

幸福开始有预兆缘分让我们慢慢紧靠

然后孤单被吞没了

无聊变得有话聊有变化了

小酒窝长睫毛是你最美的记号

我每天睡不着想念你的微笑

你不知道你对我多么重要

有了你生命完整的刚好

小酒窝长睫毛迷人的无可救药

我放慢了步调感觉像是喝醉了

终于找到心有灵犀的美好

一辈子暖暖的好我永远爱你到老

WO~小酒窝长睫毛迷人的无可救药

我放慢了步调感觉像是喝醉了

终于找到心有灵犀的美好

一辈子暖暖的好我永远爱你到老

2009-03-05T00:42:00.002+08:00

am tired but am happy. happy chix met me for movie. just what i needed after the test. we watched Marley and Me. nice and simple, abit of laughs and sadness - just right. dinner was a swallowing matter though, right at MOS burger.

yesterday, was gone. pretty much gone. never imagine numbers to be that haunting. blame it on the lecturer, so everyone commented. especially that young overseas lecturer who taught a dot out of the entire chapters.

been having the yin-yang feelings very often nowadays. between sweet and sour, salty and bitter, strong and plain. 1 minute this, another minute that. this applies to almost every single thing. taking it light, have done what i could anyway. harder job done, nevertheless. this seems to be happening to most as well. somehow.

tired out with client visits, as much as i like meeting new people. too much can be a hassle. haha. no time left for anything else.

2009-02-28T22:44:00.004+08:00

its a tiring day, pretty lack of slp. not to mentiont that the weather makes me want to count sheeps!

really happy to see jo finally settling down with some1 thats true to her, and he who was always around for her. you dont find someone like that just with a snap of fingers. so be content when you found yours.

as for me now, no commitments will do. since the right one hasnt ring my door bell yet. just a tinge of sweetness and a hint of salt once in awhile is sufficient.

the least i want to hear again is him who has been smsing, doing things to get back in touch... argh. its 7 yrs now, just get lost and stop bothering me. after all, i wasnt the one that give the last smack down. u deserve it, u asked for it. i dont care if you are running your own business, or doing good.

yesterday just felt like tearing and needed a shoulder. such pangs just comes to me. anyway kc msned me, and sometimes the topic just get way off. i dont like it when you slip away and not sure what to say. yet, time and again you want to noe wat certain things i said meant. does it matter, i wonder.

cant imagine not been informed by bloody student email a/c (coz i didnt fuking receive any email about the switch of lecture hall) and damn i was 20 mins late... nvm i still completed the test and after a count through the questions i shld be able to pass at the least. hmmz.

after CV with stella at late morning, headed long lunch at crystal jade. we were too ambitious and ended up too full but very satisfied and slpy. haha. left for home aft 1/2day to catch some winks before climbing up to read through the notes again.

thurs told half day, headed gym and home. studied abit and was seriously thinkin abt not goin work tml. but den again had to meet a client for a JO.

wed, was sales call day across the region. my team did well and we won lunch at fullerton. as for the individual prize, i was 2nd to my boss on the score. she made 23 Cv, and me made 12 CV. nevertheless, i was very amazed by myself. on the 1st call, i got 2 JOs. and having 12 CV nv seems possible. now - nothing is impossible :)

tues was lecture, and i was late by 30 mins due to poor traffic. i was lost as i sat down and flipped through my notes. the stranger guy besides me, told me what was going on. and he shared his table with me for the questions. at the end of it, he said i cld keep the table. nice stranger eh :) hehex.

2009-02-22T16:51:00.002+08:00

the weekend is yet coming to an end. i am still lacking of sleep. >_<"

2D 1N @ the fullerton was nice. i love the bed and sofa, the bathtub and rain shower. we had the quay room, facing the marina bay. complimentary for tim -RHI, hehe. the bubbless bath was the best. in-room dining was alright only, i meant the food. was quite a big room. the dvds i rented failed to amuse me, 1 was too silent, the other cant be played due to some code issue. breakfast was fulling, you be surprised by the check - $105+/2 pax. if not included in the package, i would have cut my throat. lolx, damn ridiculously expensive and its the normal simple fare!

fri was lecture skipped. sighs and i feel damn guilty abt it. but i was workin til 7pm and by the time i reached sch it will be like 8odd. wats the point? anyway headed to Gyu Kaku with viv and stella spendin close $50/pax. the pork belly was yummy!

2009-02-15T19:01:00.002+08:00

a nice place for a relaxing holiday?

The Library, Koh Samui

2009-02-15T16:35:00.002+08:00

some nice places to hangout some time?...

Broth
Mimolette
Dallas
Ishikawa Japanese Restaurant (#B2-14 Bukit Timah Shopping Centre)
Kuriya

2009-02-15T16:13:00.000+08:00

Nineteen-day-old calf with a heart-shaped marking on his forehead at Yamakun farm in Fujisawa, near Tokyo, Japan.

- soo cute huh! :)

2009-02-14T23:22:00.002+08:00

a coughing day throughout. but i still chose a dose of coke and h2o - cold. for the sore throat. maybe i will regret. i was pretending that coke was the cough medicine. hmm.

i finished my module1part1 MCQs and part2-halfway through. luckily ryn accompanied to study. else i prob wld be sleeping and slacking in. we headed for movie - Looking for a Star. , starring andy lau and shu qi. romance flick, of 3 couples. the jizz of the show, dare to say and show your love. no regrets even if you two arent meant to be, or even if everything else is not equal.

got the shorts for him, am glad i asked what he wants, at least it will be useful. total zero idea of wat to buy (i dont like racking brains for presents!). besides, in my point of view, i dont quite fancy receiving gifts i dont really want or use myself. somehow there's nothing i want though. yea, he got me another silver necklace. hmm. i dont quite fancy silver at all. although he suppose i like cute stuffs, and the pendant was a cute bear (he claims to be cat or rat..i wonder wth...) i just feel like something: "you dont have to buy me presents"

i guess wat i want cant be bought, but how do i ask?

being sick and bearing it. not fun at all but i have got herbal tea and vitamin c from boss. oh and sore throat and cough lozenges from colleague sitting beside me. hopefully, am good soon.

2009-02-10T22:13:00.002+08:00

somehow this came across in my mind...

people hurt each other - one way or another, knowingly or unknowingly

just be immunised

today is an extremely busy day. but efforts were appreciated. and am glad the team is hubbing together. back to back meetings starting from lunch time onwards. crazy, but happy busy. tomorrow is just as back, but am aiming to leave 6pm on wed and thurs for gym before the week continues it craziness with lecture on fri. >_<"

not to mentioned yest nite's lecture was pretty much a breeze plus confusion. test is coming up on 16 feb. and all we need to do is do the 100+ practice MCQs. ok, shld get them settled by Sunday. hint: the test question will be from that practice. (only 15 ques will be selected for the test) wat a big hint... ah bish!

2009-02-08T00:03:00.002+08:00

its been awhile being on blogger.com. the last movie watched - inkheart. i would think tat its quite diff. from the bedtime stories. though i did not watch that, but i guess so. if only things cld happen just by reading a storybook, imagine the excitement.

am at chic's house. very ad-hoc matter indeed. the urge to watch benjamin button. yes the movie @ 1pm. well, met kc earlier on. was also ad-hoc. a day where i headed for gym and decide to get back to office to clear the paperwork. and so we decided to meet up for a short while. dont , ask me whats going on. i have zero idea. i guess its just being comfortable, getting what we want. company.

last night was prob. the night i had the most mussels! surprisingly they tasted delicious in white wine or spicy tomato. only concern, their dishes seems to come with lotsa lotsa fries, can be too much. i had my raspberry timmerman again. gassy gassy.

well, its par time again. and its time we all really buck up. for the week we achieved 15 CVs together. not too bad. in fact i am impressed. i guess i shld be putting my mind to getting things on the track for now, else who knows whats goin to happen next.

lunch was @ sze chuan court. jus 5 pax, and not that satisfying, we spent $600+, with compliments from the co. shld hav gone for alacarte!!! argh.

numbers game haven been ideal for me recently. hmm, hopefully something magical happens soon. am counting still.

2009-01-26T01:49:00.002+08:00

its a earlier day off. headed to lido tokichi with the ladies @ work for a nice late lunch. yummy. and ad-hocly we decided to watch Bride Wars.

a very chic chic flick. but there were some funny parts. a total war b/w 2 best frens due to their dreams since 20yrs ago... marriage at the hotel which they 1st met and witnessed a wedding together. nv did they expect their days to fall on the same day, whose gonna give up the big day for the other... unfortunately, neither... and the war begins. imagine dyed orange on the skin as a pre wedding glow, blue on the whole head for the corporate world.

walked around abit, boss cant decide to get the kate spade or the gucci bag, and she has like $600 taka vouchers to spare. the victory for being twice top sales. we passed by the jimmy choo store, the rainbow color bag is damn nice! just eye candies afterall :)

Tube Rainbow snake clutch bag

this is nice too...

2009-01-23T00:03:00.002+08:00

i have hundreds of emails yet to send. and so many calls pending for me to make. its only beginning of the year and there's so much to do. fainted haha. and damn my activity numbers are facing the crunch too. i just need to be more gungho. hmm.

not to mention the intense class schedule of 4 lessons/week. pheww. now its the end of that 3 weeks. next lesson will only be after 9 feb and i will be having a test on 16. so fast! tat means time flies! :S

was feeling nice when his msg popped up with just a smiley face. he knew i was busy. hehex. anyway big boss say tml we are able to go off after 1/2 day! :)

2009-01-18T00:03:00.002+08:00

why why why! i am feeling short of time. hmmph! theres like alot to do. a lot alot to do, never enough time. back to lack of sleep. haha. maybe i asked for it. argh argh, grrrl grrrl. any idea where to buy time?

2009-01-13T00:06:00.002+08:00

back on the fort front. drifting still.

am officially back at work. breakfast - starbucks, lunch - buffet. the price: meetings~ well, a typical monday thingy. and schedules are all in plan for the Q1 season. working towards our prize. and yes, i received the prize today for the 1-2-1 challenge across the LOBs. either fullerton weekend stay + dinner for 2, lush spa for 2 or $500 mac vouchers. needless to say, the choice was fullerton. haha. now its to set a date.

today was bstat 1st lecture. the lecturer was a young ABC who says crap, rubbish and what the hell in lecture. can u believe it! he was obviously bored and was jokin here and there. weird and somewhat funny. he keep talkin like tat was goin to be rocket science, but he was speaking and scribbling like a rocket.

well, i shld get my pipes moving starting tml - real soon.

2009-01-11T13:59:00.004+08:00

a week of 4 classes, what can i say. i am just not use to copying and writing for a longgg time. well, the week past even faster.

1st lesson on mon was totally crazy, imagine.

finally tried the 1st facial at AngelSky on tue, it was nice. i almost slept! hahax. lunch however was not that satisfying, well i like good fried rice not jus anyhow fried rice. phatt.

met ryn for lunch and wed, and to get the heavy notes. mos burger set meal + chicken wing. 1st time having the chix wing and i didnt like it at all. eekk, garlic-ky taste somehow.

thurs was back to raffles place for team lunch at Si Chuan Dou Hua Restaurant @ UOB Plaza. nice place, the food was ok. i only liked the prawns and fish. the sharkfin soup was filled with too much chicken bits, and the abalone doesnt taste as nice. the tea pouring master was walking ard filling cups with his long kettle. good skills, but a pity the tea leaves aint nice at all. hmm. left for the gym, after sending my jacket for sewing.

fri was jolly packed. met sharmaine and her hubby for gym @ CF. lunch was prawn noodles near haji lane. then was haircut @ chap 2. we both ended up having our hair dyed and treatment as well.

took a short walk around bugis street, still as busy and things are even cheaper. walked pass a HK cafe at the 2nd lvl and decided to get a french toast and iced honey lemon tea. nice. left shortly to meet kc @ far east sq. headed for beer cellar and i was disappointed the blanc i want stopped selling 2 months again. wth. we ended up havin pure blonde, which was not nice at all. another round of hoegarden, we are done with the place.

went over to Ooster instead, to satisfy my need for a fruity beer. timmerman is real good! :) i had the raspberry one. he had leffe, dark on tap. everything else was nice later.

left to meet sis and pf to watch The Duchess @ PS. rec was also there. we just headed HK cafe before the movie. another french toast for the day, but hot honey green tea this time round. :)

sat morning comes with a visit to the polyclinic. had mac breakfast nearby while waiting for the queue. afternoon was gettin ready to get to expo for the Tattoo exhibition. but noting tat this is not the 1st in SG. haha :P amazing display for work, and live tattooing. fantastic. miami ink- chris was not tattooin any1, he was earning very well just sellin the poster @ $20 each and signing them off. imagine the profits.

dinner was at orchard. Soup restaurant, nice - ah gong sweet potato leaves, homemade minced pork pie with chestnut, vension meat and fried rice :) music listening at pacific plaza cd store and bought a high society cd.

2009-01-05T15:44:00.008+08:00

yes... i am back from taiwan. sharmaine's last day at work. so much this at the beginnin of the year, as for what comes next. i dont care since am finally embarking on my studies! still full of hope for work. but play seems to occupy a bigger space in mind. damn! hahax.

8 days passed by just like that. the place was nice, but food wise no what i kinda like. too oily, too salty, too weird at times. diff countries diff tastes. here's the run through of the trip - sis and me.

Day 8:
- sleeping in till close 11am was a luxury. missed the breakfast buffet, who cares sinces am only in for the toast and coffee most of the time. headed for airport and collected the royal jelly, mochi, pineapple tarts. this trip is hella lotsa food buys.

Day 7:

國立故宮博物院 visit. (Gu Gong Musuem) - full of artefacts and displays. the most amazing craft would be the ivory cravings which takes about 10yrs plus to complete. marvellous work.
Tian Lu shop. I case you are wondering whats Tian Lu. Here u go...
it comes in a pair in most shops.
* tian lu (male - with horn)and pi xiu = pi xie (female without horn)
experts say that pi xie (female) is only recommended to be placed at graveyards ONLY and not to be carried around or placed at home, if not bad stuff will occur.
*only tian lu (male) can be carried around, and yes depending on what you desire, it's considered auspicious; be it wealth, drive danger away, etc..
*when you "invite" one to go back,it should be tied to only a red string, instead of the many fanciful colours we have seen. Every individual is suitable for a color.(not of your preference, but more of basing on your name characters stroke) entirely based on a certain affinity (due to its material, jade has "ling-qi)" between its potential first-time owner and it, hence just look for your favourite design (color, check with the experts) and stick with it basically.
Steamboat - this is without seafood. faints. we were full from flour stuffs basically.
Tea House: Alishan tea leaves and what they have was also the slimming green tea powder, which is ridiculously expensive we all agreed.
西門町 - Taipei1 (Xi Men Ding): huge shoppin area, somewhat like bugis. we headed for the jap restaurant (not to mention, there's alot of jap tourist in taiwan) just NT$260 left us very full. hot green tea was on the house. perfect. abit of shoppin here and there, left us buying more shoes. hahax. last stop was the "Aloe Vera Honey Xue Bing" - Snow Milk Ice, Aloe Vera Honey. cold but yummy. hopped on the cab with 2 fellow tour mates, just as it rains, we are on our way back to Four Points Hotel by Sheraton! :)

Day 6:

野柳 to see the scenic view of the coastline, and especially 野柳女王頭. This area is famous for its unique rock formations that have been naturally sculpted by the wind and surf
Taipei 101: explanation of the building of Taipei 101 and free time. its like the paragon of SG.
Guard change of shift display. The guards are pretty good looking.
士林夜市 Shilin Night Market: we only savoured the grilled hot mochi (hand grilled by the jap boss), with complimentary red bean paste and hot green tea from the lady boss. and giant juicy sausage for dinner. the food street was packed and not to mention taiwan pple sure like smelly tofu alot, and we cant stand most of the stalls. yikes. then we headed shoppin in a very packed situation, of which we didnt quite fancy.
奇萊養生休閒館 Royal Jelly store: we bought at NT$15,000. yea, expensive. but its said to be active royal jelly and it grows as u use, shall see? our bus driver happen to be using this on his almost balding head, and guess what? hair is growing on his head now. hehe.
The night stay was @ Four Points Hotel by Sheraton
Late night drinks with Corrine, our damn young tour leader at the lobby bar.

Day 5:

Taiwan Democracy Memorial Hall: display of Jiang Jie Shi fame and power.
九份老街: famous for its mochi and other local snacks here. became a touristic attraction after the movie- "The City of Sadness" we bought a box of mochi here and some other lil things! packed small lanes though.
Keelung Night Market: very very packed, a street full of food and snacks. the famous item - healthy sandwhich. we got the number 963 and even after 1 hour of shopping and back, it was only at the number 860+. we gave up. we had fried chicken fillet - filled with ham and cheese. The grilled corn was expensive and left us havin terrible stomach upset. i somehow caused me indigestion. a nightmare.
the night was at EverGreen Hotel. we each has our own King size bed! how cool is that! :)

Day 4:

The earliest departure of the 8D trip to Alishan National Scenic Area 阿里山国家风景区we went. a long bus ride up. very nice view, very cold. not to mention the drizzling rain. the grilled pork with almond and sesame was great. we even saw cherry blossoms! :)
日月潭Sun Moon Lake: very cold very windy. we had nice sausage and tea eggs.
Dinner was at Wu Jiao Chuan Ban (Five Dime ) 五角船板. the best meal i would say.
the night was spent at Fu Wan hotel located at Tai Zhong and we shopped at the local supermarket nearby for beer. we spent the countdown in the hotel. we were lucky to see the fireworks right out of our room :)

Day 3:

Hakka lane visit, good Hakka lunch. Thunder Tea was different but was nice. i tried the yam ice cream, taste not too bad.
佛光山寺 visit
Liouhe Night Market @ Kaohsiung: a simple night market.
night stay at Holiday Garden Hotel

Day 2:

Tropic of Cancer 北回歸線標- experience cold and warm weather at the same time.
八仙山 - now occupied by nuns.
Lunch was by their mountain locals
三仙台- seashore filled with marble, jade and colored stones. nice seaview.
Hot spring. we headed for the naked hot spring with additional NT$150 each. so fun! haha. the dip for hot 35C to cold 17C was crazy!
Stay @ Naruwan hotel
Night show by the tribes. fun and dance.

Day 1:

Arrival @ taiwan!
Tan shui for local breakfast. hot soya milk and fried crispy you tiao! (different from SG oh, looks like strudel!) and the fried crystal bun was damn yummy!
Fisherman Wharf: nice nice view! mountains and sea.
Lunch was lobster and abalone course :)
Ma Zhu temple (priginal, gold, and jade mazhu too!)
overnight at Parkview Hotlel.

2008-12-20T14:06:00.002+08:00

and so the holiday season mood that swept across the office swept away the concerns and what nots. there's never-ending emails, calls and etc etc. all managers are all leave! not much lines in the pendings. hmmm. and i only have like officialy 4 more days to my holiday, and am only back on 12 Jan. Well... wtheck.

yest xmas lunch was good, and too full. i am always eating too full. this is bad. lolx. Was at molly's. we had our gift exchange. boss gave us all a parker pen each. and i got a penguin water refiller, to make sure i drink 8 glasses of water every day? hrmh. haha.

2008-12-14T16:10:00.002+08:00

its been a busy dec so far., full of events and the what nots. i cant wait to go for the taiwan trip soon!

13 dec.
- day out with gabrielle after so long, wonderful. and the most fruitful buys, from marketplace. haha. the best buy with savings of close to $1200, my splurge on a single item for the month - prada handbag bag (as per pic below, but mine is black) late dinner and tea at Modesto was nice. :) its a good sat.

14 dec.

1st D&D with the co. it was rather hungry and bored to begin with before the ferry ride. but the handwriting analysis, the dance, the food and everything else perked things up. and our team won the competition for the highest tower made out of spagetti and marshmallow. muahaha. and the best dressed award needs to pay off with dances as well. faints. well for $50 voucher, ok lah. hahax.

12 dec.

received a lucky charm from agnes B. from KC. i dont quite fancy the hearts shaped, but it was nice considering the lunch and coffee together and the charm. was a very early xmas present?

went watch City of Ember with ryn, free preview compliments from fridae. dinner - food and monster green beer at Red Dot was nice. and gym package signed with california. payment paid for 1st sem studies.

alot to sort out! phew.

2008-11-22T21:31:00.002+08:00

settled the payment for jan sem already. the 1st day should start when i am back from taiwan. well, am between feelings. been thinking if i should get what i planned to get when am 24yo. wonder if its feasible, but its a long time dream. argh, if only everything is not related to the dollar sign. who fucking creates the dollar?!

anyway last night was plain good laughs, dinner at Ichiban Boshi - cheryl, sharmaine and noel. funny. and drinks at molly keeps me less thirsty but hungry. we did only realised that sharon is having her LD with the co next week. she wonders if this is what she wants to do. maybe going for a long break will be ideal. sometimes people just reach one of the many crossroads in their life eh? should be time i start getting things really moving too, as planned. should be happy instead of being bothered by - what ifs?

meeting kc on monday, do bring the blues away. though i must say weekend was a total lack of sleep! grrrlll!!!

events can be such a show on act sometimes. its tiring, even just standing around and chatting people up. as the forum starts, we headed starbucks for 'snacks' the almond butter cake - fantastic, when hot. whee.

lunch buffet was only ok. and i left for passport collect few hours before the day should end. making the appointment for collection online, was only the right choice. i only had to wait less than 10 mins for my turn, sweet!

2008-11-16T23:49:00.002+08:00

mint.mint.mint (http://www.emint.com/)

1st visit, and a pleasant one. the ambience is good, the food is fulling and pretty tasty. and the magazines available for read, interesting. particulary - Surface. the photos taken, out of the norm to display the fashion on wear. (http://www.surfacemag.com/index.html)

late night strolling and shopping about Haji Lane was pretty fun. crowded. unfortunately, what i wanted was off the selves - of not fitting size. a pity. but Blue Jazz is a nice place, the night would be complete with stars above the sky. i felt sleepy towards the end, too comfy.

slept at 3am again.

madagascar II was nice. good laughs through for the end of the week. what more can you ask for?

2008-11-09T16:40:00.002+08:00

yes we met the most ridiculous and weird people for the day. cheryl and i. and things are planned for most of next week.

the worst - "winner": the stupid filipino consultant at Fitness First - Millenia Walk. That explains why the club was empty in the first place. The bitch was partically accusing us of asking so many questions and that we refuse to give her our contact no. Course not! She's dumb or what, firstly we haven even asked any questions, lastly - why do we want to give our contact to someone so rude and acting like a dumbass.

even while strolling, some sales person tried stopping us by asking "do you celebrate Xmas?" (we still continue to walk on while saying "No, we dont celebrate Xmas".) And he ask a even weirder question. Whats the world coming to?

Anyway, all things aside. We got our hair - trimmed, treated. Right at Bugis Chapter 2. Haircut was a mere $24 and lesser. I liked my Toffee Nut Latte, Iced with Whipped Cream.

The movie - The Carrot Cake Conversations is good. (http://carrotcakeconversations.com/) This is very real, very live.

We always have certain things planned, but why? Why dont you do this, why dont you do that? Why can you do this, why cant you do that? And how many times, do we converse a day? Do we argue? Do we even talk? What about the things you want to achieve? And the point is, are you happy? Happy what you doing right now? Happy what you have right now? Happy what you have done so far, till date?

It sets you thinking, and make you realise, somethings are better not planned for, somethings just do as you feel - dont think about what will happen. If you think, you will stay in ground zero.

Quantum of Solace (007), actiony thriller.

gym on a friday, good run. my 2 months trial is ending, i should speak to a consultant soon.
entire thurs was crazy, mountains of paper that is. not to mention, the week was busy. wed, was quick drinks @ BQ bar with miko, quick dinner @ chinatown porridge, and mum bday cake cutting at home. they saved the tze char yum ring for me, claiming it to be one of my fav. my poor tummy was overwhelmed.

monday and tues, flew by. i forgotten what i was doing. sheesh. hmm, think went to the vietnam restaurant for a good dinner with vivian and sharmaine. oh and yes, jansen had his last on last friday.

2008-11-02T01:29:00.002+08:00

looking forward to taiwan trip! a very very packed sat.

gab's bday - bbq at her house. and for once haze never bark at me. hahax.
the journey was lonnnnggggg. as the day started going to ICA to get my new passport done... searching ard chinatown for tour packages. after all, Hong Thai tour consultants are good. located just at People's Park.

on halloween day, waiting for the bus was a chore. not to mention HUGE crowd. but am excited over what will things be like, reached only at 8pm. queuing for the horror tram took us 1 hour. sis got me the 50% off, muahahax. ( i was a hungry ghost throughout. not having my dinner)
left at 11odd pm... for Somerset, dinner at Cathay Cine before headin home.

it was a very early day. last day of my yoga membership, headed for the 7am class. and i had my mac's breakfast :)

thurs was marketing time. well, lunch was on the house - rosti and cheesy chicken sausage. have been having tea-time breaks, phat - feeling fat already. lolz. oh and wed, meck called the prime cab for me home and the cab driver was chatty too.

2008-10-19T23:06:00.002+08:00

am helpin out gab for her bday bbq :D on the 1st hehex.

too fast too exciting, now i am feeling rather concern if any1 will noe... oh dear. thanks to kc's idea. for the first and last time. a quick one, in a everyday more than 8hr place. woops.

my paper pile is still lying on my desk, only keyed a couple in for the day. left for yoga. yin that makes u so relax u wanna slp.

sat was tired at the end. Burn after reading - i dont like it at all! phaatt. the storyline is rubbish. and no conclusion at the end, except that CIA is stupid. was shoppin before that, phew. spent. and the tahu thingy filled my tummy good. hehehex.

and as promised met kim aft 3 weeks. alls good.

fri i had my full, satisfied and feeling freezing aft the mango ice with adelene. and of coz my maggie mee - @ the hong kong cafe. chatted and decided to leave for home already. hatha at the gym was makin me slpy before dinner though. i think i need to clock in ample slpin time!

2008-10-14T23:18:00.002+08:00

its tues, so much so much to look at. i wish we had more time. vivi is looking out for me at APAC top 15... uh uh~ i forgotten to apply leave, vivi will giv me priority hehz~ will do so tml. well i guess, waiting for the aust trip to be confirm and such is like taking forever. from very excited to excited to wondering.... hmm, if i aint hearin anything back. am going for alternative plans, yet to decide wat though. definitely end of year, yes looking at that.

dinner was at asian kitchen with sharmaine and her fren, 1st class honors student from NUS leh~. sharmaine stressing over the various terms and vivi rocket speech. and JG is MIA again, for many reasons daily.

had wanted to go for yin yang today, but class full :(

yest cabbed home after dinner at the Viet restaurant with vivi. nice noodles and chicken wings! :) hehex. not a single cent cost :P

2008-10-11T15:13:00.002+08:00

acid bar seats were bad last night... although the music was pretty good. sighs. didnt managed to catch the movie....

fun with sharmaine joinin the team, things are still busily crazy though. hehe. so much, i am havin mountains of paper yet to clear. >_<" and vivi and i were talking abt goin japan. and stella is goin europe for 5 weeks! i'll be takin over her stuffs till then, oh oh. vivi say if i get the trophy she will bring me there! going with vivi will be fun too! coz she can bring me ard and we can shop muahahax. how how how!

kc wore the shirt on monday... looks quite nice. chatted over beer and music... and talked abt travelling... haha. becoz we were randomly at the hobbies topic. he likes to run for some reason. he said japan is nice. hav always wanted to go, haiya! no time no time like tat. how lez. mayb i shld plan one before next year? now its winter time. den he say i pay air tix, the rest he will tk care of it, if i want to go. coz he have friends there. alamak, but i can consider that hahax!

2008-10-03T00:14:00.002+08:00

had ur sms came earlier.... i prob wont have agreed to the other "invitation".... well, anyway might as well. not in the best of all today. >_<" although home make cookies from syeelah and siti is yummy! i had to down 2 cuppa coffeessss today!!! tired le, today feels like a monday though. my sept was pretty good, cld be better, damn! ka ching ka ching, i want more!!! its never enough. tml had par session with vivi, oh oh. lolx.

again, i forgo my yoga lessons. sighs! this is bad. BAD.

had a splurging "children's day", after all its first day of the new quarter and all is pretty good. wed wed, coming weekend soon. dinner at waraku was great, $62 bucks but with the write off of the $35 voucher, all is good! lolx. lotsa dishes fully satisfying.

morton brown radiance creme + bag + good dinner + mascara + contact lens... thats about all i remember? hahax.

pre PH was out with jo, ellen, sharon, izzac, michelle, fanny, taka, deryx and caitlin who came after cinderella hours. jo and ellen , headed home sweet home slightly aft 9pm, with jo "gone with the red wine". vino vino is definitely a no-go for her anymore! how not fun. lolx.

drinks at the other place after dinner was a - ok. and for some reasons, someone can just blabber on without stopping for a breather, "amazing". and for god's sake, stop speaking about history of likings, especially when there are many degrees of likings. argh.

michelle got me dark chocolate though, sweet kinda dark chocolate. tats quite nice of her, not to mention first time meeting her and she's declared ex-bgc. HAHA. wat more can i say. i love bitter sweet dark chocolate though, hehex.

and the sms, thanking me for the present, its nice and fitting :) sure do. hehex.

2008-09-28T00:29:00.002+08:00

this weekend is good. met up with ryn after a long time. headed geylang and walked about with sis and pf. munchies throughout. last part, dinner at the yu hua village food centre is all good, $25 for 4 pax - 4dishes (sweet and sour chicken, hotplate tofu, stir-fry sweet potato leaves, salted veggies soup) completed with bubble tea. imagine how full we are.

watched the movie "my bestfriend girl" before meeting ryn. was good, about being an asshole, bestfriend, and his angel.

finally make time to visit Lifespa, i reached only bout' 1+pm, kim was already waiting, woops. after which, i'll good and make appointments for this every 3weeks. haha.

fri was like once in a lifetime thingy, being at the Paddock Club for F1 is great! its like freeflow of everything from mumm champagne, white and red wines, high tea, dinner, supper, desserts, satay, hagen dazs), crab meat appetizer and good service. free massage too. live band, indoors and outdoor view. heard the sound of the racing cars, :) wide smiles even if ear drums are pretty gone. the marketing director on the nxt table, such a friendly guy, pretty cute too. hahax.

and the last race- my ride on the singtel stimulator. top lap time for the females "racers" of the day, yes its me. hehehe! so fun so fun! all thanks to tim for this lucky pick!!! had a quick chat with chris, working hard at the Renault pit. he's gonna work till 5am he said. wow... muz be tough.

headed chimjes for one last drink for the night, and headed home. super tired, and badly need to shower and sleep! not to mention, the weird sms makes me wonder what i said makes him thought so, or is he jus tryin to confuse me. his reply was "hahaha...itz ok... you probably forgotten what you said to me at molly's..." sometimes i really dont understand riddles language, lolx.

the weather the whole day was sizzling hot from afternoon onwards, except for the morning - and due to heavy rain and jam, i only reached office slightly after 9.30am... hehex.

1 meet-up and den its time to meet kc for lunch, such a rare. we nv had lunch together, both nv free. well, passed him his bday present and headed for ramen, under a huge umbrella in the rain (yes, still raining.) the jap guy cooking the ramen is cute loh, lolx. after which, was coffee at molly's. yar, molly's serves coffee @ $4/cuppa.

the week is great, got john settled for the new one within 3days, 11SOs and close to 20 int. phew! imagine how crazy.

Step brothers movie is like the 2nd weirdest i have ever watched, 40 yrs old behaving like 4yrs old. gosh! vulgarities, stupid movements... phattt. but the ending was pretty funny, like a pirate ship in the tree - like a tree house! equally disturbing and somewhat a laughing matter.

2008-09-20T22:41:00.004+08:00

The miracle of meeting you again, as if in a dream amidst time.

Falling like flower blossoms.

We loved, we fought.

We crossed so many barriers together.

Lets be born again, and be with each other. flower again.

Will it last forever the sun above my head.

Will I be able to protect forever. your crying, your laughter, your angry face?

If we'll lose it all, eventually, let's treasure our meeting.

The miracle of that time, that day, will lead to more?

Our love makes us stronger our trust finds a way.

What you left me still remains, a glow in my heart.

I am so happy I met you.

You gave me back my smile.

I embrace my gratitude and move forward.

The miracle of meeting you again, as if in a dream amidst time.

Falling like flower blossoms.

What you left me, the treasure of this moment.

Thats why I promise to live life fully and flower again.

(the ending song of the movie - Be With You.) Directed by Nobuhiro Doi.

2008-09-20T16:34:00.004+08:00

a fast crazy week.

fri was gym at ORQ and movie at the Cathay. Mamma Mia. nice~ musically plotted. the ex-james bond aka sam in the show, so handsome. and donna in the show, aged but still looking very good. greece a nice place yea.

the day ends with beancurd and butterfly fried. nice. so tired for the entire week, and the movie ends the week good.

thurs was rush and crazy, the event. JPM regional guy is handsome~ lolx. the other aunties are... phaattt. the PR lady, i saw her digging her nose, eeekkk. so weird lo. the food is good, the wine is good. bus-ed home slping.

wed, late nite cabbed on the claims.

tues, dinner out late at newton. the seafood at stall 52 is not so nice after all, good chat, good nite.

mon, met kc. had a pretty long chat and soon the night has to end. damned. hahax. i am going to ruin my week of sleep again. opps. late nights just carry forward themselves, wtf.

2008-09-09T21:49:00.002+08:00

blurrrpblurrrp. >_<" my days have been so packed, i forget about this, i forget about that. was at the ladies only then i realise i have forgotten to sms ellen! oh dear. today was quite a mess at my desk. the piles of papers! the training from that sydney lady and the SOs.

the Gold class movie with the paxs, we finally went for it today. expensive, but its complimentary. the lounge serves food, chargeable with service charge and GST. faints. Wall-E is a pretty good movie, not much of dialogs going on, but pretty meaningful.

and yest, was late. but jansen worked late too, he sent me home since he stays clementi. haha. meck was still trying to catch us to tell us that aft 9, taxi is on the claims list. oh well, now i noe! lolx. but i dont intend to like 9. haha.

sunday, helped sis with her report, how super last min! wth. and cheryl is back, she called. i was suppose to call her back, i think. by the time i noe it, its super late already.

2008-09-06T13:33:00.000+08:00

Am intending to stay home to watch the movie Stella passed to me. Been a busy week, and the busier ones are all lined up. Besides, - period.

Had a good dinner with Linda last night. a Jap restaurant at Central, one we ventured without expectations. a Capable secretary that does budgeting, at her age, she looks way much younger. as supported by Adelene. Linda is still as outspoken, friendly and smiley.

Good catch up and chat. Such a nice relaxing Fri. In the morning was out meeting clients with Tim, he's such a straight forward presenter. Nice.

Thurs, headed Fitness First with Adelene. Their Body Balance aka yoga cum pilates class, is funnily without rythem.

But still I headed over Pure to terminate my membership. Dislike the fact that they still charged me last month, and their reason "you have to come down to sign the termination, only then we will stop charging you." How ridiculous. And to guarantee their bad attitude towards retaining members, the consultant didnt even bother asking for extension instead signed off the termination without questioning. Such a bad consultant. A pity eventhough they have good instructors. I am finishing this month since I was already charged without my consent.

After which we left, silent consent that its all bad. Headed Chinatown for porridge, nice. And Adelene was previously from ClubMed. Guess what, they staffs are entitled free stay as well as their immediate family members for all ClubMed places. That's nice!

Met Sebrina to get my mooncakes from her. She helped me with the collection. Baileys Chocolate Snow skin & Baked mooncake with single yolk, macadamia & lotus nuts.

Monday was a chanced catch up with Joanne, Sharon, Izzac and Deryx...at some Jap place along Boat Quay. We watched a short, somewhat unorganised fireworks. I only had fried squid and Hoegarden, fulled. Same old chat, and somehow some part we were talking about Adam and Jacinthat. Not quite interested and fascinated about what was said about whats up with these friends here, its the some old thing - one partying all weekends and the other stirring things as usual. Parted ways about close 11pm. Cheryl chatted with me, till I reached home.

2008-08-31T22:42:00.002+08:00

oversight is a fuking huge cost. argh...grrrl!!! even when i hav more than enough, i actually overlooked it all, not to mention, double the dosage.

and today, i pulled myself out of house to go for last 2 lesson for yoga today, i am not renewing my membership. the consultant is a bloody guy lack of customer service. y would u ask someone to renew their membership at no discounted or special price, and no to mention via email! a call will probably make a difference. well, to hell with that.

i am probably switching to else where. and i am considering which one to go, or maybe i will wait abit.

2008-08-31T00:42:00.001+08:00

and penny and i got our prize for the 1st placing.

Champagne Devaux Grande Reserve

Varietal: Pinot Noir / Chardonnay Blend

Vintage: NV Colour: White Style: Sparkling

Producer: Veuve A. Devaux

Description:
Founded in 1846 by the Devaux brothers, Jules and Auguste, the company was run for several decades by Madame Veuve A. Devaux, one of the select band of widows seeming to hold the key to Champagne during the nineteenth century. Augusta Devaux injected so much vitality into the company that her heirs inscribed her name on the facade of the house in Epernay to perpetuate her memory. It was in 1986 that the fifth generation of her descendants decided to entrust the future of this prestigious brand to one of the largest groups of Champagne growers in the magnificent leafy surrounds of Domaine de Villeneuve at Bar sur Seine.

Ageing Potential: Drink Fresh

2008-08-30T14:50:00.002+08:00

was a good night chat with Vivian and Adelene at Vivo. well it seems very much that my hunch about things were never wrong. And Vivian has come a hard way till today. Smart lady.

Tim house is so cool, just like a holiday place. His sons are so cute, especially Benji. who runs around with his moo moo torchlight and "I am probably the messiest monkey around" blue tee. O-li is such a naughty boy, fake cries and a terrorist in training. The boys room is huge! 2 play areas, tons and tons of toys. And their rosy cheeks are so adorable!

And Lucie and Tim, they met at work. Happily married with the 2 cheeky boys.

Thurs thurs, dinner at Bugis. Omu rice + Cheese Mentai Tofu + Grilled Salmon + hot green tea. Just right for the day. So tired for the week!

And so met KC and headed to Shin for MV listening and a couple of colds. Chatted about what his work is all about, finally I realised what he does is damn niche in the market. So interesting. Hmm, just spoke to his ex-boss in the afternoon and his long time peer as well, equally in the niche work they do.

2008-08-24T19:03:00.002+08:00

such a rainy sunday... had wanted to go yoga... but instead, decided to change my bedsheets... and probably iron my tons of clothes later on... ahhh... shoots.

last night was a blast. fireworks watching at The Sail. well, auntie jenny and her properties that she shopped. great view, and in time to come, her apartment can view the entire IR. wats more, we can already see the FerrisWheel now... wow. not to mention the swimming pool!

i have recorded the entire video of the Fireworks. however its in mp4 format so am still trying to figure out how to get it loaded. hmmm, help?!

anyway after which, we headed for movie "Meet Dave" at The Cathay. Ashton for late dinner, nice and pretty affordable. Main + 2 sides = $7.20 :) all good. the movie was pretty funny, roboticaly funny that is.

friday went yoga for the week, last class and got a ride from dad home. they just finished the french fireworks display. wed till this day was damn packed.

tues was meet-up with kc :) the carrot cake was not better den bukit timah's but well, its still quite nice.

2008-08-17T02:36:00.002+08:00

and sis did me a music video of our random pics.... frm a while back till current.

pre-bday day was all good. relaxing, without putting much on my day's timeline for meet-ups. lunch was at Blood Type Cafe cum Restaurant. i had the black seabass main course, pretty good. dessert was yummy! they all got me the swatch watch i wanted.

was quite a rush towards the end of the evening. however, meeting the paxs were all good. and all, i tot he wont be comin initially. was quite a pleasant surprise. the food was good, the company was better. yea somehow 'we' felt funny, or he was much quieter than usual? he mentioned he feels bloated eating too fast... hmm. and he left for fren's farewell bbq, gave a quick hug. damn should give a tighter hug, shoots. lolx. or maybe not?

the rest paxs headed for the Ice Cold Beer... chatted, exchanged LC jokes and cabbed off for the night. all beaten - tired.

2008-08-12T23:50:00.000+08:00

New in Japan from Runat is this Stitch (as in Lilo & Stitch) audio player. If your kids aren't easily scared.

YES! its an audio player.

2008-08-12T23:20:00.001+08:00

breaded buttons from soupspoon is nice! :) that was dinner snacks.

packed week ahead. event, dinners and meet-ups. pheewww. and bloody hell i missed the olympic opening and so many pple are telling me its damn fantastic :( argh. seems like there's a repeat telecast on Channel 5 tml! I will cab home after the event for it, i dont care!

kc brings me on the rollercoaster so much, sometimes i get abit dizzy. hmmm, i am such a skin itcher for that. grrrlll. hahax.

lunch was light, fresh fish soup was nice it the what seems like rainy weather. thamian was saying tml weather will be good and we shld meet for kopi.... since when weather forecasting is his forte? haha. shall see shall see. vivian is back from HK tml, and busy day awaits.

yesterday was a holiday so that makes today kinda feels like a monday, but i cant complain eh. the week is almost half gone and i have been gamin much over the weekend and what not. furthermore, webcam abit with kevin yesterday, such a rare opportunity. he's still pretty on about stitch and that was like 5yrs ago or something, those were the days huh, funny but yea.

2008-08-10T00:32:00.002+08:00

in between the buildings we saw sparks flying. lighted fishes and water symphony, and yes rainbow lights. The pre were the parachutes, and fighter planes doing their dances in the sky - one of which was the big fat heart, and the usual 5 planes split.

mummy and me are back in the office, the catch some glimpse of the NDP'08. The Samsung flatscreen tv didnt have the tv cable link, what a pity. I had iced apple juice + cookies & cream + lemon cream biscuits for my pre-dinner.

By 9pm, we decided its time to go to Tangs to claim the $20 Molten Brown voucher for my birthday treat - from Tangs. And there's $50 off Guess new timepieces. However, only 1 timepiece from Guess caught my eyes. I will re-consider, simply cause I saw the Swatch one, Black Flower was my fancy. - part of the fall/winter 08 collection. Nice, since Vivian asked me to choose something I want for my birthday - that is it! Initially I had wanted the Agnes B Chain which costs $75, because its dark green and white glitter! But I guess a watch is now practical. Yes, now I wear watch. Haha.

I want a black bag too, not too big not too small, not too fancy not too plain - its hard to find one. Nothing I fancy :(

We are having event coming 13 Aug and ML event at Pan Pac sometime in Sept, how cool is that! All thanks to Tim, hats off to him.

Watched Mummy 3 last night. It was good because Michelle and Jet Li was acting, the young immortal lady is such an eye catcher. The plot was only ok and somewhat too made-up.

Dinner at Shaw - Crystal Jade was nice and fulling. Grilled Cod fish, Scallops on Beancurd, Watercress soup + Thousland Island Fried Chicken. Very satisfying despite the temporary black out which doesnt bother any diners at all.

Thurs and Tue was yoga yoga! Glad I did. Coz Friday, i hit the red jackpot.

2008-08-03T05:03:00.000+08:00

A touching story of a 50yrs old couple.... how many out there can still be so loving after all these years. And Alzheimer has to bring her further away from him... was it her or was her acting to punish him.... confused between the loss short term and long term memory, Grant finds his way to Fiona again, time and time again and again.

From lovers to strangers, strangers to lovers.

2008-08-03T02:15:00.004+08:00

am driving the night train to finish watching at least the 2nd dvd i have rented.

watched Kite Runner earlier this afternoon, a story about Hassan a loyal servant, a loyal fren who would do anything for Amir, a rich man son. Only to earn back, the crime of stealing which he nv did, and Amir kept mum about what he saw Assef, the bully did to him.

Hassan's even close to his death in the already chaotic situation in Kabul, still hold Amir close in his heart as a dear friend. He promised Amir's dad good friend to take of their house till Amir's dad and Amir is back in Kabul, and cos of his refusal to leave the house to the Talibans, he was shot, so was his wife.

Eventually Amir went back to Kabul from his comfort place in America, to search for Sohrab to give him a family and a good life, to atone for his past doings.

For a detailed write up visit http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Kite_Runner and the official webdiste http://www.kiterunnermovie.com/

(Left - Hassan, Right - Amir)

The story of Friendship, Redemption, Hope and the Chance to Be Good Again...

well earlier on, headed the Jap marche at CityHall with sis and her frens to have a pre-celebration for her bday. has 2 games at the arcade, and 2 games at Superbowl. was pretty alrite. I didnt finish the cake, was fucking full. Have been having cakes alot, makes me pretty sick now!

met kc fri nite. he handed me a present, necklace from Swarovski... for my bday actually. he mentioned he will be 2 weeks on leave and will be quite busy. den again, my bday falls on a sat and we dont meet on sat anyway, except for the only 1 time i remember.

he told me i could go to dbl o with a fren as he had the invite for the Black Party for 2pax under his name, but he wont be going coz he will be busy with work, probably some proposal or writings for clients. somehow clubbin wasnt on my plate of choice lately, not with anyone in mind tat i did enjoy with.

besides i did have other plans. haha. frankly speaking, i am not a celebration kind of person. i have no idea why pple must celebrate all the time. hmm. most of the time or 99% u never get wat you want. lolx.

ok or maybe i am asking too much. but again, isnt it suppose to be happy - not asking too much in this case

the entire week was rather crazy with evening meet-ups. the Lifespa Birthday treat on friday evening was really good, on the house! ease the tiredness, damn good.

and luckily dad drove me home for at least 3days for the week, and he brought me to places for good dinner, how nice huh~ :)

2008-07-28T00:08:00.000+08:00

sunday, oh sunday. headed shoppin at town in the end, i tried not buyin anything. yea and i didnt. finally sis did the shoppin. i left and went yoga halfway, return to town for a quickie dinner and movie - HellBoy. hmm, i didnt quite like the show, not much of any meaning anyway. the only thing i like in the movie - "the tooth fairy" hahax.

i return home, tried the new steam iron i bought at $245. opps. kinda fun, but i think i need more practice on that, besides, ironing is nv my forte!

and tonight, fresh sheets to enjoy, sweet!

as for yesterday, i was rotting home through till evening. den i tot of IMM somehow and so dad drove me and mum there. i ended up buyin a shirt + fake vest at $19. cheap cheap~ and thats about it. and yes, i saw a fortune cat at one of the store, picked it up since no1 even bothers abt me browsing. den i feel the weight of the coins, ah... the cat is not for sale. i had wanted to check out the price, the hand of the cat is higher den its ear! a rare find. the lady boss i assumed walked over quickly, i placed it back and walk off while she adjusted the fortune cat to its rightful place. oh oh~

fri was dinner and movie - X files. nv watched it before, not very excited, but dont mind to give a shot, and by the end of the movie, i wasnt impressed at all. the non-scientific i guess without a proper ending that is. i have already forgotten the contents, except the eyes that bleed. oh, the female cop is such a pain in the ass. and the cut & paste concept of body parts, i nv knew thats possible with the person remain alive.

2008-07-24T23:40:00.000+08:00

made myself go yoga today. teacher gave us all back 'hits', very nice. at least yinyang helps me feel realxing for the day. though the stretches can be rather hard to stay. LL is such a pain, or rather the F&A "peas" all are. got dad to fetch me at clifford centre back to home, how nice in the rainy weather.

yest, didnt went to bed earlier again. was at morton's having with chris, adam, paul, another guy, deryx and that pakistani girl, not sure how to spell her name. good chat with chris, pretty individual kinda meet-up i guess, funny. the chocolate martini is yummy, or mayb i am jus very slpy. left at 8pm, right after i finished my drink.

mon was a chill out night @ new majestic. the disappointment kicks in when my drink took forever to arrive. whats more, the one-for-one drinks arrived first. wtf. i dont like the idea of that. 1st impression no doubt is good, i loved the drinks then. now, the quality is gone, even the service is below average. i will think twice going back. maybe only on fri like the exact 1st time. else, forget it! and yes, angie joined us a well, will be going back dubai sat.

2008-07-24T23:32:00.000+08:00

Good Charlotte - HOLD ON

This world, this world is cold
But you don’t, you don’t have to go
You’re feeling sad you’re feeling lonely
And no one seems to care
You’re mother’s gone and your father hits you
This pain you cannot bare

But we all bleed the same way as you do
We all have the same things to go thru

Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know

Your days you say they’re way too long
And your nights you can’t sleep at all (hold on)
And you’re not sure what you’re looking for
But you don’t want to no more
And you’re not sure what you’re waiting for but you don’t want to no more

But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through

Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know

Don’t stop looking you’re one step closer
Don’t stop searching it’s not over...hold on

What are you looking for?
What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you’re doing to me?
Go ahead...what are you waiting for?

Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know

Don’t stop looking you’re one step closer
Don’t stop searching it’s not over...

Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know...hold on

2008-07-24T23:20:00.000+08:00

Brooks Meredith - BITCH

I hate the world today
You're so good to me
I know but I can't change
tried to tell you but you look at me like maybe I'm an angel underneath
innocent and sweet
Yesterday I cried
You must have been relieved to see the softer side
I can understand how you'd be so confused
I don't envy you
I'm a little bit of everything
all rolled into one

I'm a bitch, I'm a lover
I'm a child, I'm a mother
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell, I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way
So take me as I am
This may mean you'll have to be a stronger man
Rest assured that when I start to make you nervous
and I'm going to extremes
tomorrow I will change
and today won't mean a thing

Just when you think you've got me figured out
the season's already changing
I think it's cool you do what you do
and don't try to save me

I'm a bitch, I'm a tease
I'm a goddess on my knees
when you hurt, when you suffer
I'm your angel undercover
I've been dumped, I'm revived
can't say I'm not alive
You know I wouldn't want it any other way

-You are the bitch-